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Tonight i cried myself half to sleep!!! But then my step dad came in and asked why i was cring and i said eveytime i start t love someone they always have to go away!!! And he told me that he loves my mom so much and that he was no going anywhere and not to worry about a thing!!! Then we huged and his throut mad a funny noise and i laughted and them he laughed!!! He told me i needed to get some sleep cause we were going to go to the movies or the beach tomorrow!! And then i fell straight to sleep and did not worry at all!! i am so happy that someone came in and checked on me to see how i was doing. it makes me feel all good inside and stuff like that!!!
any way i don't know what else to to talk about on here cause i am kinda boring at the moment and maybe later i can talk about something more interesting!!
well g2g!!

I totaly heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart eveyone that reads this!!

Man i want a boy friend so bad i think i am gonna go crazy about it!!
And the boy i lke i only get to see during hollidays and stuff like that!!
How retarted. I wish someone i though was cute or hot would ask me out!! all the real ugly and fat kids like me and i feel bad couse i would so never go out with them, but no cause their fat and ugly it is cause they always have a bad outlook on ife and that makes me made!! plus like they are fat like i want someone who takes pride in who they r and how they are presented!! I'm not picky it is just i wasnt to go out with someone who i like not just anyone at all that asked me out!! and i don't like saying no to people cause i know it hurts!! i have asked alot of guys out and most of them said no to me!! And i so know how it feels to get dumped cause I have been dumped before and i don't like dumping guys either cause the people i go out with if i am not feeling them i will let them break up with me cause i don't want to hurt anybody's feelings!! plus like even if you say we can just be friends that person you dumped still feels hurt no matter how hard that act otherwise!!
And i know that for a fact!!!!
well i am tired and i really want to go to bed right now so like bi bi!!
I heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart everyone who read this through all the way and cares wut i have to say!!
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