Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
Long stretches of infinitesimal dark Nothingness all around me I thought it would never end But finally, finally Things start to change Light begins to shine Happiness, finally Peace, finally Nothing could go wrong Suddenly, so suddenly Return! Return! Weep with joy! Sob with ecstasy! So long gone, thought forever lost But return! Return! My heart sings with joy! The light grows brighter Happiness for a time But then things grow dark Things grow dim The light has dazzled my eyes Nothing seems right Too much brilliance Suddenly it's gone Weep with despair Despair! Despair! O, why hast thou forsaken me? Why hast thou forsaken me? Solitude! Depression! O, Agony! Long lost companions return to me Why hast thou forsaken me? Gone, gone Where have you gone? And such light O, what light through yonder window breaks! Do mine eyes deceive me? Hast thou returned to me? Non, non, it cannot be! Death! Death! I call to thee and thou dost not return my call! Surely thou canst hear my call! Weep! Such sadness! Such agony and despair! Dost thy promise mean naught? Do thine words echo emptily into air? Where hast thou gone? O, why hast thou forsaken me? Mine eyes see thy blessed form! Death! Death! O, woe begone! O, woe leaves not! My riddle! My love! Everywhere! Everywhere! Thou art everywhere! And still not a drop! NOT A DROP! Feign ignorance! Thou hast forsaken me! Thou hast doomed me to a life unlived! Thou art a demon, the Devil Himself! Thy words are empty! Thy words are lies! Thou hast forsaken me! Thou hast forsaken me in my time of need. . .
I wish that I had never loved at all.
La Pluie de Vie · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 03:04am · 0 Comments |