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I am not getting along with my father. I want to cry so badly right now. He's so mean. sad He keeps upsetting me but I don't think he's trying to. I want my tortellini. crying
 Kijo Satsukiyami · Mon Nov 15, 2004 @ 01:32am · 4 Comments |
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Ha. Ha................Ha. |
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I posted an entry on LJ about being suicidal and Tonya and Heather told on SIRI (cuz I mentioned her) and I(!!!!!) got in trouble. Siri said all this stuff, it didn't get me in more trouble, it just got her OUT of trouble. There is NO ONE to stop me. There wasn't and there isn't. I'm not going to do anything, but it's just kind of depressing knowing there's no one who would stop me. I have a shitload of homework to do but I want to go to the mall. And I want to see "Saw". O.M.G. that movie looks awesome.
Kijo Satsukiyami · Sat Nov 13, 2004 @ 09:10pm · 0 Comments |
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No, me die. Cuz I'm high. lmao, I can rhyme...all the TIME!! HA! Woooooooooo!!!! Drugs ROCK!!!!!!!! don't know what I'm saying!! Pool? It looks like a pool. We'll gonna go swimming, YAY!!! Go swimming. Is that sunlight or streetlight/ Sreetlight, cuz its the MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!!! AAAAAAAAHHH!!!!! 10:35. Wooooo,
Kijo Satsukiyami · Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 03:49am · 3 Comments |
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I never thought I'd say that ^ . Life really does seem pretty good right now though. Today I walked about 4 miles with my boyfriend trying to rake people's leaves for money. We earned about $0. xd Oh well, we'll try again next weekend. My grades are pretty good in school (I hope) and tonight I'm already 3/4 done my homework in like an hour. I feel responsible. My dad said him and my grampa will each give me like 10 bucks for each A I get on my report card. Wow, what encouragement. I really really want to get good grades this quarter (the money is just an added bonus). I can't think of anything else to say. I keep thinking about Siri and Ariel. I miss them both so much. Women make everything difficult. xp
Kijo Satsukiyami · Mon Oct 25, 2004 @ 01:05am · 0 Comments |
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Omg! ******** awesome. o.o |
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I can feel, I can feel, I can feel, I can feel!!!! I really think I'm in love. I told Grady I loved him at midnight today. It was funny, we were still on the phone and he's like, "It's midnight." so I just go "Happy Birthday, I love you." It was great. =) My mum did my tarot today and the bottom six cards were all about me getting over my issues with Siri, and the top were all about how I'm gonna have a really good relationship with Grady and how there's gonna be a sudden change in our relationship. Hmm, wonder what that could be. -innocent look-
Wow, a Madonna song just came on our stereo. "Hey Mr. DJ put a record on, I wanna dance with my baby."
Wheeee, break it down now. O.o blaugh
Kijo Satsukiyami · Tue Oct 12, 2004 @ 10:41pm · 2 Comments |
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I've been awake for hours, which isn't fair on a weekend. It's grey outside and the trees are blowing. I want to go outside and walk to his house even in my pj's. We promised to be together today but I doubt it's going to happen. Kitties sleeping soundly, I wish I could be like them. The TV turns on, the peace is gone. Everything outside is grey, the sky, the weather, and the mood. I'll take a shower, to wash away my lonliness.
Kijo Satsukiyami · Mon Oct 11, 2004 @ 04:40pm · 0 Comments |
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The Last Laugh
"I hate you"
My heart drops
My soul empties
She's laughing at my pain
Plotting against me
They steal my already broken heart
Will it never end?
WILL THE LAUGHTER NEVER STOP?!
I can't handle it
Everything's my fault
I loved her
So I broke her heart
And now she wants me dead
I'm bleeding from the inside out
Waiting to die
I can't even feel the pain anymore
Just death
I fall away to nothing
And the last thing I hear
She's crying
Kijo Satsukiyami · Fri Oct 08, 2004 @ 10:46pm · 1 Comments |
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I have a strange new interest in flowers. So I started a quest on gaia for daisies. I keep drawing grey and black roses and daisies on everything. Maybe I'll post some of the drawings. Siri hates me to death. I got my sweatshirt from her in exchange for her cd. She was scowling at me the entire time. A couple days ago I wrote a poem. I'll post it in a seperate post. My sweatshirt smells like Siri.
Kijo Satsukiyami · Fri Oct 08, 2004 @ 10:41pm · 2 Comments |
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Omg! Sexy journal type thing. I'll post as much as I can. Maybe poems and crap. eek surprised
Kijo Satsukiyami · Wed Oct 06, 2004 @ 01:09am · 2 Comments |
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