I thought I knew what I was all about. I thought I knew myself well. But sadly I don't know anything else. Only how to live in hell.
I know how to push anyone away How not to give you a chance. I know how to bleed, and die inside. And how not to be cared for abit.
I can't do anything spactacular, Nonetheless even spell it. I never could make you, or anyone happy. I know how to sulk about life. I know how to whine about living. I tryed to take my life once before, Why can't I do it again?
This time I won't miss the vein When the blade goes deep within. Or perhaps I'll sleep around. Tell my parents how I hate them. Brake and smash, everything that you care for. Before my life is through.
And then I'll apon my bed. Breathing nice and calm. Waiting for my life to bleed Out of that vein, so strong.
Lawlzorz · Wed Jun 07, 2006 @ 08:29pm · 0 Comments |