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I've decided to be a squishy squid and cover up my broken soul by being as mad and hyper as possible!! xd
YAY SQUIDS!!
Squish squish good for cuddles, squish squish yay!
No.1111 · Sat Aug 12, 2006 @ 04:50pm · 0 Comments |
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.... He dumped me..
I'm sorry to have done something so stupid.. I've ruined the best thing I ever had, I can't stop thinking about him, it's like I've lost a member of the family.. and it's all my fault.. I hate myself for it.
Everything reminds me of him, I can't get him out of my head it's driving me crazy.. I still have some things of his which I'm going to give back in september.. I can't touch them without crying. It's all my fault, I ruined something so precious..
I'm still in love with him. I wish I could have a second chance, he wants us to forget about each other, for me thats impossible.. I've tried but it hurts to much, I didn't realise how much he meant to me until now.. I don't know what to do anymore.
No.1111 · Fri Aug 04, 2006 @ 07:58am · 0 Comments |
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W00t! Havn't seen Johnny in ages!! Can't wait to see him!! whee It's been in my opinion way to long since we've seen each other, but I kinda didn't have much choice his old pal Jake died so I decided it was best to leave him alone for a day or two with his family (Jake is their dog by the way), and then my Mum had her foot trod on by a horse and has had to have one of her toes amputated!! gonk So I've been looking after everyone and my Mum especially when my Dad an Sis are out so I haven't been able to go and see him! crying Miss him soo much!.. But yey! I'm going over tomorrow! ~jumps full of joy~ So all is good 3nodding
No.1111 · Thu Aug 03, 2006 @ 12:27am · 0 Comments |
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Please help me to get the last item i need to complete my dream avi!!
It's a CoCo Kitty crying I don't have enough to buy one any small donations would be great! thankyou 4laugh But I'd be willing to pay part and add in an elegant veil too if anyone is wanting to get rid of there CoCo! 3nodding Please PM me!
WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT!!!! It's ok! I have one now!!! blaugh
No.1111 · Sun Jul 30, 2006 @ 01:14pm · 0 Comments |
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"The forest had tones of amber and moss, and the shadows were a dusky, whispery purple much like the colour of her eyes.
Where the depth of those shadows dropped away into blackness, she could see it. It. The looming darkness of the abyss. A darkness that opened up and threatened to swallow her, at times - a darkness that would slither close to her feet and plant little kisses against the hem of her dress.
A feeling she had grown accustomed to - living there, on the brink of falling into the endless dark.
It was a feeling she had grown to love."
No.1111 · Thu Jul 20, 2006 @ 09:57pm · 0 Comments |
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"The road to the throne, is littered with corpses. With each step,
Their blood stains your heels.
Closer to salvation, and yet, Deeper in sin - The road to freedom comes at A cost of the same.
The road to the throne, is littered with corpses, And one of these corpses, Is of your heart.
Old, black, rotten - Festering.
Closer to salvation, and yet, Never have you been
So far
Away"
No.1111 · Thu Jul 20, 2006 @ 09:10pm · 0 Comments |
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'I have no heart, and yet I must bleed
.......... I am You inverted..'
No.1111 · Thu Jul 20, 2006 @ 09:09pm · 0 Comments |
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"Useless... fading words from dead lips falling. Ever, ever i swirl upon meaningless space, upon meaningless thoughts, meaningless questions with nothing but a dead answer.. awaiting the hand of one.. to lift me up from my maddened mindset and cast me forever down from that which is useless.. not yet found the gateway to paradise.. I sit with my thoughts waiting..."
No.1111 · Thu Jul 20, 2006 @ 09:07pm · 0 Comments |
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stare I should really keep up to date with this whole journal thing sweatdrop
4laugh yey!!!! I love Johnny!! I love! I love! I love!! mwah mwah mwah mwah!!! heart can't picture life without him anymore! ..... well I can sweatdrop but its boring, plain and totally horrible.. stare so I just don't 3nodding
weeeeeeeeeeeeee rofl love my Johnny! Can't say that enough! rolleyes Just wanna eat him all up!!
No.1111 · Tue Jun 06, 2006 @ 08:58am · 0 Comments |
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