Recently I have come to associate with an 18 year old boy who lost everything that had ment anything to him. Because of the fact he persevered through it all and didn't go through a 24/7 pity party and was funny as hell I made him my brother so that he would have some kind of family and some body to lean on if s**t in his life hit another stadium sized fan. He also grew to see me as a little sister and we very much enjoyed one another's company. But like every good sister I noticed he needed someone to love in a romantic sense. So when a girl named chyenne came to me and told me she needed help getting Eric to notice her I felt obligated to at least tell him he had an option on the women side of his sexuality. Come to find out from his man best friend he talked about her all of the time and they just needed a little push in the right direction. So with out saying it out loud, or typing, writing and what have you, I made it very clear she had a thing for him. By pulling a Savannah White (chick from that pick a letter game show that basically like hangman with money involved)it took less then a week to get them to see that they both liked each other and to get the to date. (I felt like Eros smile at that moment). Soon after wards I find out she was fifteen and told them time after time "what ever you do don't screw." But do you think they listened to me nope. A month or so after they got together Eric's life caught up with him in the form of his ex fiancé wanting him back to help take care of his son that was due to be born in a few short months (she was 19 and broke up with him because of a car accident and her finding out about stage one cancer. Thankfully doctors saved her and the baby from a fate worse then death because of it being stage one they were able to stop it in time.) I come home from being wholely pleased by my fiancé to a message about this baby I had heard nothing about (because I'm awesome and don't pry into matters that are clearly to painful to talk about. But this also leads me to being told everything. I think I just have one of those trustworthy faces that leads people to spill their guts)and about how Eric was leaving chyenne to be with the woman he loves and his baby boy, and how apperantly he hurt her by being with them so clearly the only way out is through death. So I spend two ******** hours trying to convince her that she will be fine with out him that clearly it wasn't meant to be and that she will find someone anyone else. But from what I know she gave no shits. She didn't die that night but truely I think she is to chicken s**t to actually go through with it. She began to show more and more signs of cutting herself for attention rather then for a legitimate mental reason like true cutters who see no other way out. She cut the wrong direction and not nearly deep enough for any of it to be true suicide attempts. So after she see's that we all see through her crap she starts to play the victim once more by placing all the blame on Eric and his soon to be wife. She even went so far as to b***h slap Eric in front of the whole school and con the principal in to believing he deserved it so that he let her off with a warning. ******** she had everyone except for me wrapped around her chubby little finger (she is slightly over weight for her size if she was a foot or so taller she would be a healthy weight, but she is just so damn short) I saw through everything because I live with professional liers who trained me to see through most lies. But my upbringing also gave me the foresight to be able to infiltrate her little social circle so I could find out if she was going to do anything more to my brother (what can I say roleplaying helps sharpen an actress's talents and I thank the internet and my kinky a** boyfriend for that, though I have to take credit for turning him really kinky he was a virgin before me) and through doing this I was able to stop several assault attempts before they could be fully planned out and I was able to find out she wanted to tell him she thought he got her pregnant. I told her to wait maybe it was late, do a test, don't tell him until you know for a fact your carrying a child inside of you then kill it. (She's only 15 she is in no way fit to raise a child and the police would most likely ask questions about the father and I didn't want Eric how ever stupid he may be to go to jail. He had a job rented a house, not a apartment or a townhouse but a full on house for his child's mother and himself. He was going to make one hell of a father he was already stocking up on baby necessities and clothes and toys for when his child would arrive. I didn't want anything to ruin the small measure of happiness he had managed to get for himself.) So yeah abortion. She agreed that she would abort it if she found out for a fact she was pregnant but she still insisted on telling him something she wasn't even sure of yet to make even more unnecessary drama. I got to Eric first that day and told him what had just gone down and refuse to believe it until she took a monitored pregnancy test and he got to see the stick before and after. As soon as she sat down in front of us with all the intelligence and wit he could muster he said "there is no test so I don't believe you." Yes such a smart boy he is going and basically announcing that I told him and that I also didn't believe her because yes that going to so make her trust me enough to tell me if it's real or not. Thankfully she is just as stupid. However I do seem to be going to school with a whole lot of retards because as soon and Eric's so called best friend heard that he wasn't acknowledging that he knocked up chyenne (a opinion that still hadn't been proven) he basically ran Eric out of town and the whole thing got back to his child's mother and she kicked him out. Come to find out two weeks later she lied about the entire thing. She got a Goodman kicked out from his entire life once again because she wanted to be spiteful. She tried to explain it to me and I got three stories two from before she came out as a lieing home wrecking arsehole and one after but she also gave separate stories to other people. Before Eric was ran out she told me she took a pregnancy test at home and ripped it up after wards (they are made of plastic FYI) to this other girl she sent a picture of a clearly positive pregnancy tes, that could be easily found on google. The Friday before she confessed she said one that she had a miscarriage and two that she got an abortion this was all in the same ten sentences. She said about the same to the girl but if you back track them number of days she said it happened it was the day after she went around saying she was preggers for the first time and she didn't take the test aka pictures from Google until over a week after. And then afterwards she doesn't even have to decency to tell me she lied until after school and by then I already have the full story that chyenne said wasn't the full story but I got the full story from texts to this girl made by both chyenne and chyenne's best friend and chyenne just parroted back word for word what she sent to the girl. She blamed a medical condition that she can't prove and refuses to get help with (black outs) and them when we pointed out that she should have come clean immediately she said that she didn't want to risk getting thrown back into mental faculties for all this I asked her why she thinks she needs to be walking around freely if she doesn't have to mental capacity to not hurt her self and others. So she said "anna left him cause he lied about having sex with me and god knows what eles ehe lied about she also said to me erik isnt a good dad so before anyone comes done on me for erik talk to anna first about that cause what she from what she said to me she didnt want him to be the kids dad anyways. and i hadent lied about the pregnancy i lied about the pic the time on that test was faint so unless my eyes ******** me over i didnt lie about that.idek what all ive said when i blacked out and maybe i shouldnt go baack cause i only get more stressed out in there than out i was in for 2 moonths last time so i have no ******** clue how long i would be in this time.idc if his life got destoryed here he lied to me used me and destroyed me he can build a life and use another girl where he is. he overall life isnt ruined. if i purssued to press charges it would be anana even told me i should press chares she told my mom that too. she also told my mom she wants my dad to beat the s**t out if erik." So I said. "I do understand stand Eric lied to her quite a bit and I'm not saying it was all you I am just saying if you had you head in check a lot of things wouldn't have happened the way they did and I am not going to touch on what you say other people say because I didn't here them say it and idk emo if you are currently blacked out what I do know is that when I saw them together I didn't see someone not wanting the other to be around at all" she replied with. "well idk what to say what she told me and my mom just be a lie or shes a good actor. i still have alot of feeling for him and no one seem to understand i blacked out through half the s**t i said to him. that what heppens when i get mad. all i wantred to do was kiss and tell him i still have feeling for him strong ones even tho he did destory me i would still want him ti be mine even tho he dosents feel the same. all ive doine for the past month is cry and fake it around people or blackout. he embraced her in his arms not even a ******** foot away from me he drove so many knives thrugh my heart i wish i was dead when he did im done more than done im finished with everything." So I told her. "Like I said I am not going to touch on what may or may not have been said." So she said "im not telling you to or asking you i was stating. i just dont need reminders he loved her. and didnt love me. i just im done im sorry okay? im sorry for "destoroying" your brothers life when he destroyed me most people didnt to s**t about this. i should go cause i can barely see tears get in the was of vision uk?" So I tried to sympathize. "I never said I wasn't also mad at him as well for ******** up your s**t as well. But he didn't do as much damage to you as the pregnancy scare damaged his (still not saying he didn't contribute with his own lies) you are the one who constantly brings them up not me I repeatedly tell you to let it go and try talking about different s**t but it always comes back to them. I am getting tired of having to talk about them daily as well. And yet they keep being brought up. This conversation is going on because you lied to several, several people about something that could have easily proven right and wrong but you choose to provide false evidence towards something you were not even sure about. You could have just taken a pic of the damn thing instead of getting it from the internet. This was your ******** up you really need to stop blaming it on things you can't prove and people who can't defend their part in this." So she replied. "i take respnsiblity f what ive done but i have no on eto talk to about erik im ******** sporry i havent moved on? i have no one to talk about about ******** anything sorry i got ******** annoying sorry i ******** everfything the ******** up. sigh i have no one and no one gets it. i have no one i can talk to about the erik thing cause no one wants to,. IT ******** DESTROYED ME AND I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO ABOUT IT AND NO ONE SEEMS TO ******** GET THAT. sigh just no one gets it and im done ima eat then sleep night" all I saw were excuses. "I do not mind being shoulder to cry on and you were not getting annoying what is annoying is that you are blaming all your problems on his and a medical condition you refuse to get take care of. You are not taking any sort of responsibility because you are giving out blame left and right so that nothing falls on yourself. The person who choose not to fix what happened while she was "blacked out" and further lied by grabbing a pic from google and saying it was the real thing to one person and saying you destroyed it to the other" clearly she saw she was losing so like all cowards she retreated. "okay. im done arguing so anything else to say? cause i have a headache so im done looking at this screen its making it worse." I told her to just go that I knew no matter what I had to say would make a difference any way. She said what I had to say did matter. So I said of course it does nothing doesn't matter to someone. I just know it won't make I difference she tried to tell me it would but it didn't stop her from lying to me. That was the last conversation I ever had with her. I think I know why she did everything. Honestly its almost painfully clear and I know she will never change because she doesn't want to. I'm just disappointed in humans is all. How hasn't people like her been naturally selected off the island yet is beyond me.
 HJWinters · Sun Nov 29, 2015 @ 03:00pm · 0 Comments |
