it's been a long time since i added something to my journal. I guess i should talk about my mood the other day. Sometimes I don't get people act the way they do, I know everyone is different but a lot of times the people around me behave like they have more control over them. Maybe i'm being too kind by letting them tell me what to do, but I don't really mind them asking me to do things for them. I just don't like it when they start to overuse that ability. it's not too great to know that i have these kinds of friends. I've though of talking to them about their behavior and I've also thought about how they would reply as. Me: why are you guys acting as if I'm your toy? Girl A: so. If you don't like it, then why bother being around us. you are sometimes really slow and stupid about this. I call you what i want and that's how I want it to be. Girl B: yeah, I so agree with her. I mean i give all these things, shouldn't at least show some gratitude. Boy A: So, who cares? it's not like you ever seem to mine.
I hate to know that I use to have these people as such nice friends. I guess people get too carried away when they use friendship in the wrong way. sad sad
Yukiru-sama · Sun Oct 15, 2006 @ 02:42am · 0 Comments |