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can you love me for who I am?... when i stand infront of you, can you see me?? can't you listen... to my heart... skipping every fourth beat... say"I love you"
can't you see that I am hurt? I need someone to trust? but, everyones bling...cant you see the bloodstained arms and the down face?
Everyone assumes Im alright hen I say "Im good" and then fake smile... when what i mean is "I'm terrible"... just no one knows me well enough to understand...
you keep asking me who I like... when the true answer is "will I ever tell you?"
Can't you decide who you want to be with? instead of hurting me so bad with all you undecided choices
can't you hear my heart break to tiny pieces? can you hear it stop? it's already broken...don't try to tape it back, with false words...hidden feelings
TearlessEmoGurl · Fri Sep 08, 2006 @ 11:26pm · 0 Comments |
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school D:and other things... |
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dammit...i hate going to school, its so annoying, i was seriously falling asleep in math class...like all my notes are nfngfngifbnfjbn...you cant even read them...kinda embarassing in a way... sweatdrop
today, i tried the new mcdonalds snack wrap...dude thats really good...its the best thing mc's done...cuz like their other things are shitty cept for the wrap...^^
ugh, i have homework today...math, science and history...i gots teh notebooks stacked up on my desk, which is my first time i've had em like this sactually, but aneways....eah its like a big a** pile...with homework packets and s**t... gonk
TearlessEmoGurl · Mon Aug 28, 2006 @ 10:16pm · 1 Comments |
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Hanging By A Moment...::Lifehouse:: |
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Desperate for changing, starving for truth I'm closer to where I started, I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held on to I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking, completely incomplete I'll take your invitation, you take all of me now
I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held on to I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go And I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose, there's nothing else to find There's nothing in the world that can change my mind There is nothing else There is nothing else There is nothing else
Desperate for changing, starving for truth I'm closer to where I started, I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held on to I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go And I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you
Just hanging by a moment Hanging by a moment Hanging by a moment Hanging by a moment here with you
TearlessEmoGurl · Sat Aug 12, 2006 @ 04:58am · 0 Comments |
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Last Thing I'll Do...(discussion + poem) |
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Discussion
have you ever felt like that other person you really like, isn't paying much attention to what you tell them? or, they've seemed to stop liking you...for whatever reason?...yes I've felt that way...everyone has...i just hope that person reads this, i wrote it, to tell that person...something...very important to me, and i'd wish they'd listen to what the poem is actually saying...
The last thing I'll do. . .
Pieces,Falling, broken and scattered, Blood all over, stained and battered. Torn Up lying ripped on the floor, But all you do...is walk out the door. Leaving me in darkness, with a broken heart, I'm sorry, I know what I did wasn't so smart...
Yes, you may hurt me, with all the people you like. But, I want you to see, That I'm not just any other dyke.
I wait everyday, For you to log on and say, "I'm back, I missed you so much!" because, it is then, that my heart feels a soft tender touch. Everyone's seen me happy and mad, even jealous and sad. But, You've only seen me love, which makes me feel, like a high flyin' dove.
You've hurt me, so many times. After all the pain you've put me through... I have one more thing to mention, it'll be the last thing I do... I Love You
TearlessEmoGurl · Tue Aug 01, 2006 @ 11:23am · 1 Comments |
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Ok...so today im going camping with my cousin...and I thought we were leaving yesterday at night but appparently we are leaving today at 11pm...so its annoying how NO ONE IS ON!!!!!!!!!! evil its getting on my nerves... stressed ...anewayz... question ...OMG my cousin keep clicking the emoticons twisted -.-" see what i mean.... question wtf??? question -.-", so anmewayz we are leaving in about 58 minuted...right now we are far from bored and annoyed and...yeah....i dunno what else to say... exclaim a question mark should go there<<<<<< question <<<NOT THERE!!!! >.<........OK SO...ahh caps...oh nevermind XD xd ...<<<i already put that face on!!! Jeebs..... evil ...<<< what with the evil face??? question oh suuure.... question stop with the question marks!!!!! exclaim THATS IT FRANZ99 NO MORE CLICKING THE MOUSE twisted twisted ARGHHHHHH....OK M DONE!!!!
TearlessEmoGurl · Sat Jul 08, 2006 @ 04:08pm · 0 Comments |
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so...yesterday night was hell...i wanted to destroy all the friggin campsites, i was thinking bout stonning my heart, or locking it up...stupid camp i hated it for a long while yesterday, but i might go camping on friday(or saturday) so yeah... today was ok, and im writing a poem about yesterday, but i dont feel good, my stomach hurts for no freaking reason...
TearlessEmoGurl · Thu Jul 06, 2006 @ 01:09am · 0 Comments |
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