You ever wonder what the hell you are doing? Im sure you have, I mean hell who hasnt right? I know that I wonder about this all the time. What is the point of it all? We dont know where we are going, or why we try so hard to get there but we cant seem to stop. Even when we think we have given up and stoped caring its bullshit. We're still living and there for still moving forward. Just because we dont care doesnt mean we dont care about anything. We have pressure from parents, society, friends, and ourselves to do well in life and frankly im quite sick of it, but not enoughf to die. Im not "emo" or any of that bullshit but who can honestly say that they havent thought about dieing right here right now. Do you care if you live or die? I dont, but that doesnt mean I want to die. Who does right? Even those who just said yes are lieing, to yourself and to everyone else, because when it comes down to it you do care. There are all these philosiphers who want to know the point of life. The point is that there isnt one so stop waisting your time and help find a cure for aids or do something usefull. Honestly if someone knew the answer to life, the real honest to god truth with proof and everything, would you really want to know or would it just ruin everything? I think the latter. So if you know the answer, dont tell me. We all have our own reason for living, for some it might be for god and for some it might be to keep the population going or something more personal. For me, well....for me its something alot more. I dont know what I want to do with my life, who does at this point anyways? I do know though that I want to effect others in a positive way that gets them thinking about themselves and how they vew the world. Its not about whos version of god is better or if there even is a god, (and for those of you who dont know already im not religious) its about your personal belifes so stop pushing your religion on others and just live it for yourself. There is no such thing as saving someone so dont try, its something they need to come into themselves or not at all. Its there choice. So my biggest question for you as of now is. What makes you tick? Right here right now what is keeping you going and how is it improtant for you? You dont have to tell me its your choice, I think it would be intersting to see others view but if you just think to yourself about it I will feel as though I have acomplished something or another in doing this for all of you.
party_girl 16 · Mon May 07, 2007 @ 04:51am · 0 Comments |