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On the seventh day of february I wandered around on the cold grassy yard behide my building looking for some squirrels to feed some chiken nuggets to.It seems impossible but..there were absolutely none.I seemed a little worried...there's always one around the neighborhood.I searched the yard for a sign that at least one squirrel is some were in the yard.I put the nuggets in my pocket as I came upon a rusty object in the grass behind the building.It was...a soup ladle...it looked like it was from olden times...like when every woman woir a dress and men woir powdered wigs.Even thow it was covered in dirt and the design was coming off...it was the most beautiful piece of silverware I had ever laid eyes upon.I picked it up and dusted it off."So stunning,so magnificent, so beautiful!" I said as I gazed at it's beauty.I just stood there admiring the piece of silver.I started to tear.As if...as if I knew this from a long time ago..as if it onced belonged to some one I loved..as if...I would be alone for ever...I shook my head and walked away from the grassy

New dream avi's:



curtissy of BloedMaan,GlimmerOn,and snowsparkles.

People I love for ever:
heart Albert_Ishihari heart
heart +~.Plexi Heart.~+ heart
heart XDarkDestinyX heart

Naota won't give me up without a fight.


Aviart:3

Fan boys:1
stalkers:2
donations:6

You think I'm insane.Or that I look plain.But I don't care.You may say my drawings are'nt good or you hate my hood.I don't care.You may say I have no rhythm to my soul or that I'm as dull a coal.But I don't care.Because all thoose things you say aren't true.You keep trying to keep me down and my mood blue.But guess what...you failed!At times you may win at times you may loose but in the end I never quit.I choose to get back up.I know the truth.I know why you try to hurt me when I do nothing wrong!Your jealous of me.You make your friends play along you love when I suffer.To see my cry makes you feel better!You don't see a person when you look at me.All you see is competition.You want to be better,smarter,and stronger then I am?Than work for it!Nothing just falls in your lap like that.You have to strive to stay alive!Once your out of school what are you going to do?!Mocking me didn't make you smater,stronger,or better than me.You can't get a job by mocking some one.Saying your mama is so fat won't make a difference.Stomping on someones bag won't help you be a better person.Getting a group of people to join in on making fun of some one till they cry won't make you a stronger man.You are nothing if you rely on my actions to make your day grate!You should be gone from this place if you think hurting people makes you the better man.Never come back don't show your face!You should be ashaimed!I dout your mama raised you that way.Always thinking your better that you rise up above everyone else!But when you see some one else some one better you try to drag them deep down!You can't feel happy for them you have to bring them to there knees crying making them stay there as if they were dying!People like you disgust me!You should never come back to any place.Just hide in a trench or gutter!No I didn't stutter!I'm telling you now!I try to befriend you and you spit in my eye!You make me cry for no reson when I try to be nice!But I just smile and stay quite and know some day you will pay the price.Karma is the unwritten law of the world.It will come back to make shure you pay in full as I stay quite sitting there smiling just staying in here.Living my life to help others.To be kind.You will get yours and I will get mine.

Item List:
Angelic Microphone
Anti-Fashion Technically Colored Dreamcoat (Rain)
Blue Web Bustier
CoCo Kitty Plushie
Cool Basic Skirt
Emo Glasses
Fancy Pink Ribbon
G Blade
Gills
Grunny Slippers
Light Purple Leg Warmers
MoMo the Monkey
ORLY? Hat
Pink Strapless Bra
Silver Locket
Soft Pink Underwear

Estimated Total: 164,782 Gold
(Estimated with known item values on 26 November 2006)