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I wonder if he is lying. He is not really being honest. I don't know his apartment number! Plus, everytime I make something or stay late in town for him to finish work. Something always comes up. Then he never makes it. Something is up. But I don't want to lose him. Then when it was time to take my senior pictures. Perfect time to see each other, he had to fly to the mainland. Maybe I am being impaitence, or selfish. But this is being really weird..I hope he changes...

Sometimes...I wake up and it feels like it was a one weekend stand..Ever heard of that one? I experienced it...

But then..I either read a text or he calls and talks to me...I forget about the hurt I feel about not seeing him..It's all good..Maybe he is the one? Or am I afraid to hurt and crawl under something and hide my tears? This is so hard for me..

Hey everyone. I need my friends help..I am depressed and really sad..My boyfriend Keone is making me sad. He does not really want to see me until I am 18 years old. We are having problems with my family especially because of our ages. He is 21 and I am 16 years old. He does not want to go to jail for anything. So he is paranoid. He tells me to be strong but, I love him so much..I do not want to be alone..I know that we are in each other's hearts and everything but it is hard when we don't get to see each other. I need any advice possible..

heart I love you Keone Kaipo Kaipo Kealoha!! heart