A Shadow Of Nothing
Chapter 1
The Comforting Voice
Why are we looking at ourselves? I don't understand. I feel so much sarrow. What is this strong demonic aura coming from behind. I see, there is a shadow behind us. Why can't I move? What is happening? Why can't I save them!? They're being taken from me! Again! Stop it! Leave our family alone! They're gone. The shadow has taken them. I couldn't do anything. Not even move to help. Why am I such a... What's this? Why is there writing on the mirror. It wasn't there before. 'You are a shadow of nothing. Your fakes and fears are your strengths.' What does that ******** mean!? Why do these things happen to me. I don't want to go home. I don't want any new memories! I want the old ones! I want to keep them! Please, They're the only things I have left! The other children dream of rain and happieness. I only dream of darkness and sarrow. I don't even want to. It just comes. Am I nothing but darkness!?
"Cultivate your hunger." What? Who's there? "Don't try to live so wise. Don't Cry 'cuz you're so right. Don't dry with fakes and fears. In the end. You just might hate yourself." Who are you? Your words are soothing. You speak so softly. "You know who I am. You could say... I'm a memory." A memory? Do you know where mother and Tony have went? "Cultivate your anger." What the hell are you talking about!? "Goodbye." Don't leave me here! I am always alone! Why can't I have anyone. Anyone I grow attached to dies or leaves! I can't live like this anymore. Speak to me odd voice! Speak...
"Dea! Dea! Wake up you baka!" A voice says. I wake to a blinding light in my face. "God damn! You get harder and harder to wake every morning." The voice says. "We've got to train today! Remember you promised Dea." Oh it's you Kon. I have a question. "Fire away." Do you remember anyone in our life saying, 'Cultivate your hunger'? "Dea you don't remember? Your big brother used to say it all the time. Especialy to you. Heh heh." Kon said staring into my eyes. "Well anyways, go get dressed! You need to help me train. I am so lucky to have you." Why is that? "Because you are the strongest Shinobi in the village, well since your mother died. Plus you're pretty. Heh heh." He anwsers while blushing. Well thanks. I don't wanna think about her right now. "What!?" Yuh. I don't wanna talk about her now. Get out! I need to get dressed. Kon leaves and I get dressed.
I walk out into the sparkling sunlight and feel warm like you do in the morning. As we walk to the training grounds we see a lot of the villagers of the frost village. the sunlight feels great doesn't it Kon? "Yeah, a lot. What are you going to teach me today, Sensei?" Kon asks as we both laugh. Don't ever call me that again Kon. Haha. I think I am going to teach you Gen-Jutsu. Razor Ice? Does that sound fair? " Very much." Kon replies. We continue walking up to the mountains. On the way up we find a cute little Linx cub. It was hurt. Should we heal it Kon? "Yeah. It needs our help. Dea can't you use healing Jutsu on it?" Kon asks. Yuh I think I can. She is quite pretty. 'Soru, Neh, Toru, Inu, Neh!' I do the handsigns to heal the beautiful beast. Once she is completely healed we keep her warm in my shirt. She must be hungry. Kon, did you bring any food or meat? "Yeah, I did. Here, eat this little one. It's good. Heh heh." Kon says in a soft voice, comforting the little linx. The linx eat the food and falls alseep in my arms. "You should keep her. She sure does like you." Kon says persuasively. Maybe I should. Let's continue to our training grounds.
Once we arive at the training grounds we start training right away. I set down the cub gentaly, and start to get ready for the training. Alright let's start. This is my own Jutsu. It's kinda like what the Uchiha Clan's Sharringon can do. What this Jutsu can do is very dangerous. It traps the enemy into a world that you create. You control time and space in this world. then do the hand signs; Toru. Inu. Saru. Inu. To stick a million Razor Ice Cicles in the enemy. This is why I called this Gen-Jutsu Razor Ice. Now, close your eyes and think of your own world. But no people or living things. "Ok." Kon says while closing his eyes.
A couple minutes later. Are you done? "Yes. I am." Kon says while opening his eyes and staring directly into my own eyes. I could tell he was ready. Now, try it on me. Grab onto my shoulders and look strait into my eyes. Remember the lesson last week? Hand signs with one hand. Use that to do the hand signs; Toru. Inu. Saru. Inu. "But won't that take it's toll on you? You will get hurt." Kon says in a concerned voice. Don't you worry about me. I know how to get out of the Gen-Jutsu. Remember... I invented it. I start to smile. Now, if you please, do start. He grabs my shoulder with one hand and with the other do the hand signs; Toru. Inu. Saru. Inu. At that very moment I knew he was just like me...
I caught in my own Gen-Jutsu, Razor Ice. To be truthful, I was happy for that one second which felt like an eternity. I knew at that moment, I had someone to take after me if the whole plan would go wrong, and I somehow die in the process. I was quite suprised to see him get it on the first try. All the sudden I felt a sharp pain in my side. The Gen-Jutsu was taking affect. So now I see what the enemy feels. It's quite nice feeling physical pain. It's better than emotional pain. Much better. But then at that very moment. I thought of that man in my dream. "You are a Shadow of Nothing." What does that mean?At that moment I knew I had to get myself out of the Gen-Jutsu before I die. I quickly released myself for Kon's mental grasp. I started bleeding from the pain. Kon! that was awesome! I didn't know you were that powerful! I huged him. "What? I actually did that to you?" Kon asked while touching my wounds. DO NOT TOUCH. That hurts. I start to smile. "Sorry." Kon says. Kon I need to tell you something. Would you back me up? "Of course i'll back you up. What are friends for?" Kon replies. Ok... I want to destroy our village and everyone in it. I want to test our stregth. Yours, and mine. Will you back me up in this? "Of course. May I ask. Is it 'cuz you hate everyone and thing that live here?" Kon asks curiously. Yus. It is. I am glad you are my friend...
Chapter 1
The Comforting Voice
Why are we looking at ourselves? I don't understand. I feel so much sarrow. What is this strong demonic aura coming from behind. I see, there is a shadow behind us. Why can't I move? What is happening? Why can't I save them!? They're being taken from me! Again! Stop it! Leave our family alone! They're gone. The shadow has taken them. I couldn't do anything. Not even move to help. Why am I such a... What's this? Why is there writing on the mirror. It wasn't there before. 'You are a shadow of nothing. Your fakes and fears are your strengths.' What does that ******** mean!? Why do these things happen to me. I don't want to go home. I don't want any new memories! I want the old ones! I want to keep them! Please, They're the only things I have left! The other children dream of rain and happieness. I only dream of darkness and sarrow. I don't even want to. It just comes. Am I nothing but darkness!?
"Cultivate your hunger." What? Who's there? "Don't try to live so wise. Don't Cry 'cuz you're so right. Don't dry with fakes and fears. In the end. You just might hate yourself." Who are you? Your words are soothing. You speak so softly. "You know who I am. You could say... I'm a memory." A memory? Do you know where mother and Tony have went? "Cultivate your anger." What the hell are you talking about!? "Goodbye." Don't leave me here! I am always alone! Why can't I have anyone. Anyone I grow attached to dies or leaves! I can't live like this anymore. Speak to me odd voice! Speak...
"Dea! Dea! Wake up you baka!" A voice says. I wake to a blinding light in my face. "God damn! You get harder and harder to wake every morning." The voice says. "We've got to train today! Remember you promised Dea." Oh it's you Kon. I have a question. "Fire away." Do you remember anyone in our life saying, 'Cultivate your hunger'? "Dea you don't remember? Your big brother used to say it all the time. Especialy to you. Heh heh." Kon said staring into my eyes. "Well anyways, go get dressed! You need to help me train. I am so lucky to have you." Why is that? "Because you are the strongest Shinobi in the village, well since your mother died. Plus you're pretty. Heh heh." He anwsers while blushing. Well thanks. I don't wanna think about her right now. "What!?" Yuh. I don't wanna talk about her now. Get out! I need to get dressed. Kon leaves and I get dressed.
I walk out into the sparkling sunlight and feel warm like you do in the morning. As we walk to the training grounds we see a lot of the villagers of the frost village. the sunlight feels great doesn't it Kon? "Yeah, a lot. What are you going to teach me today, Sensei?" Kon asks as we both laugh. Don't ever call me that again Kon. Haha. I think I am going to teach you Gen-Jutsu. Razor Ice? Does that sound fair? " Very much." Kon replies. We continue walking up to the mountains. On the way up we find a cute little Linx cub. It was hurt. Should we heal it Kon? "Yeah. It needs our help. Dea can't you use healing Jutsu on it?" Kon asks. Yuh I think I can. She is quite pretty. 'Soru, Neh, Toru, Inu, Neh!' I do the handsigns to heal the beautiful beast. Once she is completely healed we keep her warm in my shirt. She must be hungry. Kon, did you bring any food or meat? "Yeah, I did. Here, eat this little one. It's good. Heh heh." Kon says in a soft voice, comforting the little linx. The linx eat the food and falls alseep in my arms. "You should keep her. She sure does like you." Kon says persuasively. Maybe I should. Let's continue to our training grounds.
Once we arive at the training grounds we start training right away. I set down the cub gentaly, and start to get ready for the training. Alright let's start. This is my own Jutsu. It's kinda like what the Uchiha Clan's Sharringon can do. What this Jutsu can do is very dangerous. It traps the enemy into a world that you create. You control time and space in this world. then do the hand signs; Toru. Inu. Saru. Inu. To stick a million Razor Ice Cicles in the enemy. This is why I called this Gen-Jutsu Razor Ice. Now, close your eyes and think of your own world. But no people or living things. "Ok." Kon says while closing his eyes.
A couple minutes later. Are you done? "Yes. I am." Kon says while opening his eyes and staring directly into my own eyes. I could tell he was ready. Now, try it on me. Grab onto my shoulders and look strait into my eyes. Remember the lesson last week? Hand signs with one hand. Use that to do the hand signs; Toru. Inu. Saru. Inu. "But won't that take it's toll on you? You will get hurt." Kon says in a concerned voice. Don't you worry about me. I know how to get out of the Gen-Jutsu. Remember... I invented it. I start to smile. Now, if you please, do start. He grabs my shoulder with one hand and with the other do the hand signs; Toru. Inu. Saru. Inu. At that very moment I knew he was just like me...
I caught in my own Gen-Jutsu, Razor Ice. To be truthful, I was happy for that one second which felt like an eternity. I knew at that moment, I had someone to take after me if the whole plan would go wrong, and I somehow die in the process. I was quite suprised to see him get it on the first try. All the sudden I felt a sharp pain in my side. The Gen-Jutsu was taking affect. So now I see what the enemy feels. It's quite nice feeling physical pain. It's better than emotional pain. Much better. But then at that very moment. I thought of that man in my dream. "You are a Shadow of Nothing." What does that mean?At that moment I knew I had to get myself out of the Gen-Jutsu before I die. I quickly released myself for Kon's mental grasp. I started bleeding from the pain. Kon! that was awesome! I didn't know you were that powerful! I huged him. "What? I actually did that to you?" Kon asked while touching my wounds. DO NOT TOUCH. That hurts. I start to smile. "Sorry." Kon says. Kon I need to tell you something. Would you back me up? "Of course i'll back you up. What are friends for?" Kon replies. Ok... I want to destroy our village and everyone in it. I want to test our stregth. Yours, and mine. Will you back me up in this? "Of course. May I ask. Is it 'cuz you hate everyone and thing that live here?" Kon asks curiously. Yus. It is. I am glad you are my friend...
