Minna hello!! [ Everyone hello] How are you all today, I'm fine I guess. Anyway it's about 2:45 when I started this journal entry. My day went slightly well I guess. Lunch today held a great many laughs but for the rest of the day I would say it was bleh.
A few days ago this kid called me pathetic just because I don't like somethings. Everyone has different views of the world you know? Anyway, I felt really like I was being bombared with evilness so I did what any female Scorpio would do.
I chewed his little 10th grade butt out. Right online, right in conversastion. I was angry that I had been called pathetic by someone who had no idea of how my life plays out or even how strenuous it is to be me . I know other people have a rough life and don't judge them based off of it.
Anyway, I had a presentation in Economy Class. I was shaking like a leaf before and after everything was all said and done. We had to chat about what teacher has helped us most through our High school Career. I chose my english teacher from 11th grade . Miss. L. [ WAh! She's so nice and cool and I love her alot because she's accepting of others faults and weaknesses.]
Also in school related news I have a 9th grade stalker with "Puppy love." HE followed me around school nearly all day and even came up to me and tried to talk. Of course me being me I was freaked and played off the cool cold personality . [ Not such a good idea ne? People are attracted to cold dangerous types. sweatdrop ] But he was slightly more annoying , yet cute than anything I had ever seen. So I blew him off and practically ran down the hall way.
To say the least, I am afraid of love. Afraid of people liking me, wanting to like me. I always think they have a motive for it. [ That movie with the nerdy girl and the hot guy...Freddy prince Jr. That movie had me going and made me even more paranoid.] I don't particularly think I'm good looking so people must have motives as to why they talk to me ne?
Ah and moving on. I got my first question of the day from a friend about her boyfriend and I'd figure I'd post the question and just answer it here so as to help others with their decisions if anyone ever reads this . Ever.
" My boyfriend really wants to do things I'm not ready for. He says that he'll dump me if I don't do the things he wants. Should I try and save the relationship by sleeping with him or throw him to the curb?"
A/ The nerve , anyway my response to this question would be that he didn't love you to begin with and is probably using you just for those things. When he gives you that type of decision always stay true to your heart. Don't let him push you into things you don't want to be pushed into. He's a jerk for saying that but ultimatly it's your decision whether to dump him or keep him. Personally I'd dump him.
- Special thanks to AlIcE for her question. [ Sorry I like making my friends name look weird. >>; I got permission to put it in my journal also . Plus that is not a user name on gaia. IF it is then please don't pm that person. It is not my friend. Thank you. -
Murder_Pixie · Mon Sep 11, 2006 @ 07:58pm · 0 Comments |