hi people reading my journal. im not going to write any introductory information about me in this journal since, well it's my journal and even though this is the first entry, this is not the beginning of my story...
so someone asked me an interesting question today on AIM. his name is Chris. Chris wanted to know... "are you stable?" I replied... "outwardly enough so that i dont bother people about my problems unless they ask to be bothered" He says... "okay good. cuz im looking for people now that need no saving." I said... "im all about letting them save themselves."
sometimes i question the solidity of the things i say. im so sure of them when i say them, but even as i type it now, im questioning it...
if i think i dont care, then why am i so careful?
if i think people are worthless, then why is this website even worth my time?
i hate humans yet im constantly trying to connect with them.
i seriously dont understand myself. (please dont analyze me if you decide to comment... i dont need another phukking therapist)
im getting tired.
Dr0gen · Mon Feb 12, 2007 @ 08:02am · 1 Comments |