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my soul a flame,
am i really the one to blame?

i held you,
i loved you,
why did it turn out this way?
why, i remember that day...

my heart was cold and full of doubt,
untill i heard your voice cry out...

i ran too you and saved you from suicide,
you even stopped me from genocide....

i got to know you,
i fell in love,
you where my turtle dove...

do you remember valentines day?
when i gave you my candy heart?
i remember you smiling...
the words i love you....

we built the relationship with our own hands,
and you ******** snapped it like a couple of rubber bands...

you just had to leave?
you just had to cast me into oblivion?
you betrayed my love for A.J!!!!!
why did i ever give my heart away!!!!!!!

lost and alone i cry out,
forever i will shout!!!!!!

because a heart...
my heart...
the one i gave too you...
is no more...

after all i dont think any heart can survive being ripped out of someones chest!!
thrown on the ground then stopped on,
you probably did your very best!!!!

numb, i wait for god to help me...
for i still love you...
after all my heart is right next too yours just like all the rest!!!!!!!

-numbness of the heart unbearible to take,
can only be cured by the smile she used to make....