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Ontaros
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 @ 10:05am
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Drop the world...
I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes Hate in my heart, love in my mind I seen nights full of pain, days of the same You keep the sunshine, save me the rain I search but never find, hurt but never cry I work and forever try, but I'm cursed so never mind And it's worse but better times seem further and beyond The top gets higher, the more that I climb The spot gets smaller and I get bigger Tryna get into where I fit in, no room for a ***** But soon for a ***** it be on mother ******** Cause all this bullshit, it made me strong mother ********
So I pick the world up and I'm a drop it on your ********' head, yeahh! b***h, I'm a pick the world up and I'm a drop it on your ********' head And I could die now rebirth mother ******** Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth Mother ******** I'm gone Mother ******** I'm gone
Uhhhh! I know what they don't wanna tell you Just hope you're heaven sent, and you're hell proof I walk up in the world and cut the lights off And confidence is the stain they can't wipe off Uhhh, my word is my pride But wisdom is bleak and that's a word from the wise Serve to survive, murdered and bribed And when it got too heavy I put my burdens aside
So I could pick the world up and I'm a drop it on your ********' head, ha ha yeahh! b***h, I'm a pick the world up and I'm a drop it on your ********' head And I could die now rebirth mother ******** Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth Mother ******** I'm gone Mother ******** I'm gone I'm gone
It hurts but I never show, this pain you'll never know If only you could see just how lonely and how cold And frostbit I've become, my backs against the wall When push come to shove I just stand up and scream '******** them all' Man it feels like these walls are closin' in This roof is cavin' in, but it's time to raise it then Your days are numbered like pagers And my book of rhymes got them crookin' boy This crooked mind of mine got them all shook And scared to look in my eyes I stole that ********' clock, I took the time And I came up from behind and pretty much snuck up And butt ******** this game up Better be careful when you bring my name up ******** this fame, that ain't what I came to claim But the game ain't gonna be the same on the day that I leave it But I swear one way or another I'm a make these ********' haters believe it I swear to God, won't spare the rod I'm a man of my word, so your ********' heads better nod Or I'm a ******** around in this b***h and roast everybody Sleep on me that pillow is where your head'll lie Permanently b***h, it's beddy bye This world is my Easter egg, yeah prepare to die My head is swole, my confidence is up This stage is my pedestal, I'm unstoppable Incredible hulk you're trapped in my medicine ball I could run circles around you so fast your ******** head'll spin, dawg I split your cabbage and your lettuce and olives I'll ********'
Pick the world up and I'm a drop it on your ********' head, yeahh! b***h, I'm a pick the world up and I'm a drop it on your ********' head And I could die now rebirth mother ******** Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth Mother ******** I'm gone Mother ******** I'm gone I'm gone
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Posted: Thu Jun 03, 2010 @ 09:45am
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Ontaros
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Ontaros
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Posted: Sun Jan 31, 2010 @ 04:54am
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Let it out
When we wade through darkness and we think we're all alone, Close your eyes real tight and pray you find your way back home. But if you can not make it and your stranded in the night, With a little luck in you, you could find me in your sight.
You wont find me in the light, you wont find me in the dark, You will find me in the in between, and that is where I do my part. I'm to weak to live in day, but I'm too strong for the night, Resistant to the abyss, but I can't survive in the clouds.
Dusk and dawn are in my relm, the land of in betweens, Not day or night but where they fight is where I can be seen. I offer help to those in night, and also those in day, Guiding all away from night, it's not a world to play.
Dances with the devil pull you deeper into hell, Sing the anthem of the angels, and pray that all is well Take my hand and heed my word the night is full of pain, I'm far too close for comfort, so I can't let you stand here in the rain.
Lately I've been feeling a little rough... I dont know what it is, maybe I've just been bored as hell, maybe it's depression... maybe I'm just loosing my damn mind, I really don't know, but I've kinda been on a little bit of an emotional swingset so to speak back and forth between doin alright and just totally BLAH. Don't really want to do anything but I'd like to change things in my life. Kinda feels like I'm just being swayed greatly by different things through out my day, kinda like I'm just floating around and being pushed in various directions by any given influence, like my feet really aren't planted on the ground any more. I'm really hoping that getting a job helps get my back to my feet... I need something to help me dig my feet back into the sand and get going again.
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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 @ 09:21pm
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New Poems
Heroes
There are no heroes here To hold my head up high No saviors there at all To keep me warm and dry
I have no path before me No trail for me to trace One foot before the other The only way I get by.
I'm hollow, naked, shivering How could I possibly surive, Thirsty, hungry, and weary, Is this really where I die?
I can not fall no not yet, I have to move to save us all, I will be your hero, or atleast I'll try, Believe in me, hold me close, and I can never fall.
Chance
Roll the dice, Place your bets, Hold your breath, And no regrets.
Living high, Always going, One more shot, One more token.
Gamble on, Continue racing, Close your eyes, Keep on pacing.
What will the next second bring?
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Ontaros
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Ontaros
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Posted: Sat Aug 15, 2009 @ 02:50am
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Posted: Sat Aug 15, 2009 @ 02:27am
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Ontaros
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Ontaros
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Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 @ 11:39pm
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Smile... Everyone's watching.
Smile... Everyone needs you. Everyone's watching. Hmhmhm. Just a smile. Thats all it takes when everyone's waiting to see what you'll do next. Just a smile. Just my smile. I've hidden so much behind that simple expression, I've swallowed back so many tears, so many words and thoughts just by smiling.
It's hard for me not to smile, not to laugh. For me not to seem happy. Tears in my eyes and laughter from my mouth. Here's a question, which one is really from the heart and which one's from the mind? I cant tell any more. Which is more sincere. This smile? These tears? *shakes head*
How I always seem to hide Behind a haunting hallow smile Empty echoes of constant laughing A sad slow drip of intangible tears...
Well little did I know this though Words and tears wont keep for later They rot and decay and become so vile Sick you cough and spit your bile.
What once was a gentle 'can you help me' Bottled up becomes over whelming Now you have 'WHY WONT YOU SAVE ME' Because of that evil grin.
Take my musing as a warning, Speak your peace for peace of mind, Dont hold your tongue and wait for time, The message will be lost.
For time in time will pass us by, It ages, alters, and rearranges, Words in fact are not exempt, So speak up when it's time.
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Posted: Sat Aug 08, 2009 @ 05:17pm
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Ontaros
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Ontaros
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Posted: Tue Jun 30, 2009 @ 09:38pm
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