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Sirithdelroth
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 @ 04:37am
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Posted: Mon Jan 16, 2006 @ 06:39pm
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Sirithdelroth
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Sirithdelroth
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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2006 @ 11:56pm
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Maybe I'm just being paranoid...
Kayla didn't call this weekend, and I have two meta-concioutious reactions to that.
1. There's a million explanations why she hasn't called; Auditions, family thing, parents took her cell away, that kind of thing.
2. Well......... I don't even know if I can bring myself to say. (yet I seem to be able to think it easily enough)
Then I realized why that's such a problem. because it's just more distance. there was never -and as far as I know still isn't- any emotional distance between us, so obviously, I mean physical distance.
now any dim-witted idiot with half of a cerebral cortex could say "******** yeah 300-odd miles is a lot of physical distance."
But that's not quite what I mean.
Sure, Kayla does live in ******** Tennessee. I realize that. I despise that.
But through modern phones, email and other such means, that distance seems a lot shorter. I could just as easily be talking to my Grandma or Sam or Andy or George Walker ********, or John Smith, Jim Doe, or Thomas Anderson.
But those mediums aren't there; when I can't hear her voice or read what she typed or anything like that;
That's when the distance sets in.
That's when the paranoia sets in.
That's when the lack of trust sets in.
That's when the guilt sets in.
I'm sorry. For everything.
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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2006 @ 07:57pm
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Sirithdelroth
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Sirithdelroth
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Posted: Wed Dec 21, 2005 @ 05:17pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 16, 2005 @ 02:35am
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WTF, Mate?
First off, Sorry for the EMOness as of late. Just been feeling really depressed. 10 guesses as to why. and the first 9 don't count.
Secondly, On the Subject of EMO, that's one thing Motion City Soundtrack ain't. Of Course, no according to some anonymous ******** on iTunes.
I don't like being overly critical of other people's taste in music, but there's only so much I can take.
Personally, I think music is a kind of a personal thing, and that gennerally you shouldn't make judgments strictly on genre alone, but by a song-by-song or Artist-by-artist Basis. Not saying that genre based judgements can always be bad. (I'm a strong believer that Rap/Hip-hop suck out of control, as does Fall Out Boy) But it's kind of hard to make a judgement about a song based soley on what you can hear on iTUnes for free.
Motion City Soundtrack is a really good band. Out of 41 total reviews for Commit this to Memory, four of them wern't five-star ratings. Three of those that weren't were four-star. The other one was the idiot who called them EMO. if that many people are saying it's a good album, one should at least give it a chance before giving a bad rating because they went on tour with FOB. (I think)
Besides, there's no way you can beat Justin Pierre's hair. It's just Amazing.
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Sirithdelroth
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Sirithdelroth
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Posted: Tue Dec 13, 2005 @ 03:46am
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a wise man ********] My Winter break is now ruined. Yes that's right ruined.
All because Kayla's dad is too much of a ******** pansy to make a car trip up here.It's not that bad. My parents drove down there, it didn't bother them. and they'd never bee to tennessee before. And it's not like He had to drive the whole way, either. There are two other people in their family that are perfectly capable of making that drive. But no, he's has to be a big ******** p***k and ruin the best thing I had going for me this December.
You know, now that I think aobut it, this Entire ******** issue can trace its roots back to him even farther than I've previously mentioned. It is, you know, his fault that they're down in crakersville anyways. Everyone was perfectly fine except for him, so he decides to pull up and move halfway down the country, and ruin everyone's lives. Maybe I'm overreacting; But y'know what? I don't ******** give a s**t right now.
I know Suicide is not the right road; the questionable Content mini-arc that just ended pretty much explains that. But God Damn does it feel really, Really, tempting right now. [/center:lr96ji lr96ji7m:1="a wise man ********]
[center][size=9][color=#DF971B]My Winter break is now ruined. Yes that's right [i]ruined[/i].
All because Kayla's dad is too much of a ******** pansy to make a car trip up here.It's not that bad. My parents drove down there, it didn't bother them. and they'd never bee to tennessee before. And it's not like He had to drive the whole way, either. There are two other people in their family that are perfectly capable of making that drive. But no, he's has to be a big ******** p***k and ruin the best thing I had going for me this December.
You know, now that I think aobut it, this Entire ******** issue can trace its roots back to him even farther than I've previously mentioned. It is, you know, his fault that they're down in crakersville anyways. Everyone was perfectly fine except for him, so he decides to pull up and move halfway down the country, and ruin [i]everyone's[/i] lives. Maybe I'm overreacting; But y'know what? I don't ******** give a s**t right now.[/color]
I know Suicide is not the right road; the questionable Content mini-arc that just ended pretty much explains that. But God Damn does it feel really, Really, tempting right now. [/size]
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Posted: Fri Dec 09, 2005 @ 10:33pm
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Sirithdelroth
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