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This year in school is almost over and i am almost a junior
woo~~!
This year i have hurt people and people have hurt me ^^;;
not on purpose though =/
i love my friends...
but i sometimes think they hate me
as though they are making fun of me behind my back
or they just ignore my messages and phone call cuz they dun want to talk to me at all -w-
It hard to know if your friends hate you dislike you are annoyed of you
or never thought any of those things of you
one of my friends i think she is tired of me -w-;;
we've been together for a long time and yet she doesn't make it as though its a big deal
we've been through bad time and good times
we've seen each others bad sides and good sides
and we've seen each other change during the years
But every time she says hi to people around me and in the end says hi to me
but not like she says it to anyone else
sometimes she treats people better than she treats me
but -sigh- i'm okay ^^
i've worked hard to at least have her trust me
she says thing that hurt my feelings but i won't let her know ^^;
when i cry i tell no one
when i have problems i tell no one
who do i have to tell?
no one
i don't have someone that i can talk to at time like those
i find that no one will understand
when i cry i go far away form everyone so they won't know
i don't think anyone has seen me cry for a while ^^;