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i hope all you bastards are happy i hate you all so ******** much.
if you look at me or see me consider me a ghost and ignore me as usual i hate you
i hope whoever readds this kills me or rippes out the peices of my heart

if you were really a friend you would shoot me

"i wish
that an angel in black would come to save us all
that a new day would come
maybe we could get a decent night of sleep
we could cry without having to say whats wrong
that my heart was mended
that my life was a dream that i could wakeup from
we could wake up from the nightmares
i wish"

If you don't know what I look like or whatever, base it off my personality.
Just be as truthful as you can be. I wanna know what you think.



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Ugly? :

Kind? :

Loud? :

Shy? :

sexy?:

Weird? :

Selfish? :

Ghetto? :

Crazy?:

Nice? :

Mean?:

Immature? :

Rude?:

Cool? :

Stupid? :

Caring? :

Mature? :

A friend? :

More than a friend? :

Talkative? :

Boring? :

Hott ?:

Exotic?:

Creative? :

Smart? :

A flirt? :

A psycho? :

Athletic? :

Confusing? :

Sweet? :

Annoying? :

Funny? :

Hyper? :

Laid back? :



- - - - - - iF Y0U C0ULD - - - - - - -

Give me a new name, what would it be?:


Hook me up with someone, who would it be?:


Do one thing with me, it would be?:


Drop me one piece of advice, it would be?:



- - - - - - W0ULD Y0U - - - - - -

Kiss me?:

Ever want go out with me?:

If you already have, would you do it again?:

Ever talk bad about me?:

- - - - - - QUESTi0NS - - - - - -

Which song reminds you of me?:

When is your birthday?:

Who is/are your best friend/s?:

Have you ever had a dream about me?:

Will you put this in your journal so I can do it for you?:

if you hate me why dont you say it
if you love me why wont you say it
if i cried in front of you why do you just smack my face and yell out i dont matter
if i dont matter to you why do you say no when i ask if you would kill me
if i died would you care to say goodbye
if i cared so much for you and all you could say is stop blabering that nonsence
if you hate the way i live go out and shoot me
if i smile i actually am asking to leave
but if i say good-bye to a pitiful world of hate and disgust i really am saying i will see you all in hell
i will wait so i can tell you all that you do is wrong
i really want to say i hate you
but the voices in my head all say i wish that i was dead and could take away all your sufering
suffer for only your reason and give it to me
cuz i hope to be your punching bag for hate and disust
i loved you while every day you hated me

if you are lonely dont think your the only one. some people just are that way and cant feel anything exept guilt aand sadness

i hate love its only a feeling so why cant we just tune it out likebeing bord

i am magic burning_eyes