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Lately Ive been feeling bad. Mostly cause i have this social anxiety disorder. Which kinda prevents me from gettting a job. Well my parents wanted to put me into a mental instituition for that. Well I was mad, and kinda wanted to die, of course im not. Also some of my friends also think the same way. I can't keep a gf, tho i really only had one. which used me and my graduation money from last year. I don't really look that good, i mean i dont really. In my opinion its not the looks it is just on the inside that counts. Sometimes it can be looks but..not really. I mean I had people I like from out of state and I thought they were beautiful in my eyes. Tho they left me alone, but i still care about them. I hope things go good. I still love her with what i can. She is a beautiful angel, and i will not forget that.