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Mm, so, I've decided... I miss him. A lot. We used to talk, like nothing else. And he was always there for me. But now, it seems, his life has a lot more going on.. And I've been pushed aside. I know I'm to blame as well, but...I just miss him, y'know? I still consider him my best friend, even if he doesn't consider me that anymore. We have a lot of plans. Like, making a log cabin together, and just pretending to be godzilla and stuff. He's batman, I'm robin. My trusty side-kick, who's always gonna' be there, right? Well... I just wanted you to know Reeses Pieces... I still love you, and you're still high on my list of priorities. I miss you best friend...I miss the summer. </3
Ms.Vanity · Tue Jun 20, 2006 @ 10:00am · 5 Comments |
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Hokaii, so qt's, I haven't updated this in a long time. It seems I say that everytime, but whatevs. I hope you're all doing okay and stuffs. I hope it's all going good. Mmm, so, interesting stuff is happening in my life. I like this boii, he's kinda a d**k, but eh, oh well. Mmm, my school got a bomb threat and all my friends got death threats. It's scary, because the town next to us got a gun threat too... This guy held a riffle to some other guys head. But, in other news, happier news, sort've.. I miss Reese. Terribly. I can't wait for summer... I get my best friend back and we can talk till all hours of the morning. I love him. He's amazing and cute and just all around awesome. I love you Reese. Very much. Don't forget that, okay? I hope Nelle feels better.. Er, Crayons. Hehe. Well, I'm doing okay. Kinda busy with work, school and stuff. But, I thought I'd update this. But, that's all I got. So peace bb's. <3Baii<3 -D-
Ms.Vanity · Tue May 02, 2006 @ 05:36am · 6 Comments |
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Oh my gosh. I haven't updated this thing in so long. Er, let's see... I miss reese. A lot. We used to talk so much and I miss him like whoa. I love him though. So much. He's my bestest friend on here. <3 I can tell him anything and he's just simply amazing. Don't forget that reesy<3 You're my favourite. You're the only reason I come on here anymore. 'Kay? I love you! Anyways. Uhm, highschool. Grade 11. Wow. Graduating next year. Oh gosh. Scary. I hate highschool. no, that's not true. I hate the drama. Girls freak over nothing! And they want to fight you constantly. Oh my. Hmm...Uh. Yeah, I suppose that's it. Sorry I haven;t been on much. I dont really have an interest in gaia aside from Reese. <3
Ms.Vanity · Sat Feb 04, 2006 @ 10:40pm · 2 Comments |
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Just Something I wrote...While angry, sad and frustrated. |
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My Bleeding Heart Spills For You.
Oh Baby, don't you realize what you do to me? You tear me down just to rebuild me. You look at me with those soft loving green eyes and fool me. They say you love me, but your words tell me different. The way you talk, the way you walk. They're both examples of the love you can't give to me. You don't really care; you just need something to fill the void in your sentences. Well darling, I've got the perfect word, the perfect sentence. Oh, it'll knock you off your feet and break your heart. Almost like when I cocked the gun and shot the last bullet straight through your heart. Oh you'd love for me to say I love you and that I need you. But we both know I'd just be lying. I can't say something I don?t feel. We both know you're just a murderer looking for the perfect crime. But what you don't know is you've already committed it. You remember that night you told me you'd like me forever? Oh, you stole my heart right from under me. I couldn?t help but fall. Not knowing who'd catch me. Always thinking you would. But somehow, deep down...I knew you'd leave just as soon as she showed you some attention. Somehow, I knew that all along. But your kind words told me different. I was fooled into believing your intentions were pure of heart. Little did I know you?re almost like the devil. Sinning constantly never really thinking of what you'll do to me. Baby I know it's hard, I know it's hard to think of my heart instead of yours...But just once you've got to. Maybe it'll work. Maybe it won't. But you, you know I don't need you. Don't ever get that idea. Don't ever get that feeling. You need me. I don't need you. I play weak. I play easy. But secretly I'm planning on how I can break your heart in two. I'm never the suspect, always the victim. Little did you know, this case is closed and you?re the one who'll end up shot through the heart. You'd never know what a lie can do, until it's told to you. You look innocent and even play guilty. But no one ever knows, I'm secretly to blame. Isn't it funny how easily your heart breaks? Isn't it funny how fine and delicate I can play with it? Darling, you've got no clue what I can do. I'm the devil in disguise. Always sly never shy, quick to run when things are done. You've never even scratched the surface of this mind. You never had the patience. Well, I've got a phrase for you. You can complete that void in your sentence. You can complete your perfect crime, because we all know you're the perfect murderer...Baby, my blood shot heart is bleeding, and it's spilling for you. Won't you stop it before it's too late?
Hope you enjoy, no it has no meaning to anybody on here. I just thought maybe you'd enjoy seeing what I write and such. Uhm, leave a comment if you'd like. I'd appreciate it.<3
Ms.Vanity · Tue Nov 15, 2005 @ 06:06am · 2 Comments |
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Okay so get this...There's this boy right? Yeah, we pretty much rule the world and ARE the most raddest people ever. I miss the summer though.. 'Cause well, we used to stay up really, really late just talking about stuff. Like Godzilla and stuffs. He makes cities outta lego and pretends to be Godzilla. How cool is that? I mean really...Pretty effin' rad if you ask me. So yeah, this boy is my favorite boy in the WHOLE entire world. He's my best buddy...Forever 'kay? Don't even try and hurt him or make him sad... Because if you do and I find out, I'll kick your butt alright? Got it? Good. Moving on. Uhm, Reeses Pieces...I love you alot...'kay? Like superalotalot. Yeah. You mean a lot to me and I'm soooo glad we met. Honestly, I can tell you anything and everything. And darling, I'm also sooo sorry we haven't been talking much lately. But, we both have busy, busy lives right? Yeah. But, just know that I'm always here 'kay? And that I love you no matter what! 'Cause you're my Robin and I'm your Batman, and we're best buddies<33
Ms.Vanity · Thu Nov 03, 2005 @ 06:25am · 1 Comments |
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So, I used to have alot of s**t written in this thing, but as I was reading it all, I decided it made me sound really whiny and I didn't like that. So instead, I deleted it all and am writing this now. Hmmm, so there's this boy, his name is Reese. We're pretty much the coolest people ever. We're Batman and Robin, which probably makes us the best people ever. Hmmm, we're also really good friends. Which is neat. There's another boy, I love him. But, we'll leave his name...out of this entry. Uhm, I've got a best friend. I think gaia is dumb. I like the people on it though, which is why I'm still on it. Well the "people". Or who they pretend to be. I can be a very mean girl sometimes, oh well. Hmm, this sounds like a profile thingy now. Wicked. But yuss, I just decided to tell you people why I deleted all my previous entries, maybe I'll put some pictures up, most likely. Anywho. That's it. Tata.<3
Ms.Vanity · Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 01:16am · 1 Comments |
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