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TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS!!!!!!! PLEASE READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If I'm smiling, i'm faking.
If I'm laughing, it's not real.
If my eyes sparkle, it's all the held back tears.
If I'm happy, I really want to die.
If I want to be friends, I'm trying to break myself.
If I tell you I'm fine, I'm really hurting.
If I tell you to leave, I want you to stay.
If I push you away, i need a hug.
If I tell you I'm over him, I'm hurting from waiting.
If I cry, I'm being true to myself.
If I tell you something, I want you to listen.
If I tell you I love you, I really love you.
If you break me, I'll patch myself with staples and stiches then do it all again