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Hey, it's me again. 3 years later, and a lot has changed. I've gotten more mature and I've grown up. It's sort of weird being in a position like this. I'm about to graduate from college, and man am I freaking out about reality. I am so conflicted about my life. I have wanted to pursue my master's degree since I found out that people could do such a thing (which was about 9th grade). But, my boyfriend is getting in the way of my dreams, and sometimes it makes me want to take a break from him. I love him, but sometimes he can be too much to handle about this entire situation. I think that it is completely unfair how he is treating me. Just because he finished his education in 11 months and is already in the work field is not my problem. He's treating me like a child, and that I know nothing. He acts like I don't know the consequences about going to graduate school, and that I'm being stupid about it. I'm sorry that I know what I want to do and you have already lived half your life already. That's the thing about age differences, they suck. Even though we're only two years apart, it feels like a lifetime between us. He's worked since he was 18, and that's what he chose to do. I choose to go to college, further my education, and then get a job from there on out. But whatever, I guess everything will be fine. Okay, bye. dramallama
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