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Oh my god. I haven't been on in so long. Well I had a baby!! heart His name is Ai Taipei. He is absolutely gorgeous! He has strawberry-blonde hair. Leo is being really good about me needing AKuns help so much. I feel bad cause I had to live Ai and Leo alone for a whole week!!!! I feel worse that I had Ino, my sister, and Suki, a close friend who had AKuns baby, watching Leo as much as possible. sweatdrop I still haven't gotten to paint, so I'm sad in all of my happiness. I just don't have time anymore. I'm thinking of dropping out of school. I live in Japan, but I go to school in Germany, I can't do that now that I have a baby, now can I? Even if I did promise myself and AKun I wouldn't let anything get in the way of my education I might have to drop out. I mean I can't think Leo will uproot everything else he has for me. That's far to selfish and I've been being selfish too much lately. I just love to paint.