I miss my Amy.
Amy's coming in August I think, as we planned almost a year ago. Nothing in the plans has really changed, except that she's actually made her visit longer. But still I ain't happy. I'm waaaay too ******** impatient. Knowing that Amy could come during the summer, then decided to come during the winter (which I actually prefer! I want longer time with her) made me even MORE impatient. I want her here, now and for an undisclosed ammount of time. I miss her far too much.
This is the fourth month since she left. About.. six or seven days ago we crossed that four months mark. I didn't realize it then (I think it was then when I realized that I missed 03/04/05, and planned to catch the 04/05/06 next year). I just kinda realized it right now. I kinda wish I hadn't tho', 'cuz it's making me miss her even more.
I still have all of her pictures in my pictures folder, which is something I regularly visit nowadays. I don't think a day goes by without me running through it at least once. I look through that damn thing more often than the damn 'funny pictures' folder, and that's something. I love the funny folder. That's where I keep all those shitty pictures I send to people that are silly enough to go on MSN with me.
sad Point is, I can't wait for her to be here again. I bloody miss that girl. I haven't seen her smile in person for more than four months, and realizing that is a horrible feeling. But on a brighter side, I have... a handful of months to torture her like that when she finally does come up here.
And I'll make sure my picture folder will be overflowin' before we're halfway through.
