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well, my bf's family want me to move there so i can have a better chance of getting a decent job and a better life and get paid decent money. i'm probably going to.
 Vampire_Damieri · Sun May 31, 2009 @ 03:01am · 0 Comments |
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today i'm lonely. jonathan went home sad and now i'm here by myself. my dad had to work and i think i'm going to start... joy... sad
Want Avi Art Like This??? Message Me!  Vampire_Damieri · Sat May 30, 2009 @ 05:23am · 0 Comments |
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my and jonathan, my new bf started a guild on here. check it out. link in my siggy.
Vampire_Damieri · Wed May 27, 2009 @ 10:12pm · 0 Comments |
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And yet another year passes us by. A lot has changed since last new year. I'm back in lafollette living with dad. I'm working at UGO now. Alex and I have drifted apart now. I'm dating Corey Underwood though and he makes me happy. it's been over a year now since I met Dena. She's my best friend. I love her to death. Charlie got back in touch with me which makes me very happy. I've stopped being so liberal with my choices. I've stopped taking all medication. I've started drinking beer. and well, i've started thinking differently. i'm glad it's a new year though. maybe things will be better this year. the only thing that sux is some of my friends and I have drifted apart. well, i'm going to go now. i'm tired from working all day. wahmbulance
Vampire_Damieri · Fri Jan 02, 2009 @ 12:19am · 0 Comments |
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Well, I work at walmart now. It's ok, but I don't really want to be there very long. I don't really like it very well. It's just so monotonous.
Vampire_Damieri · Sat Dec 01, 2007 @ 08:51pm · 0 Comments |
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Well, I went to the annual Freaker's Ball last saturday at Fiction. I had an awesome time there. There were so many attractive people there, men and women alike. At first I kept staring at a few hot guys that were kind of gothic looking. They were very hot, but the attraction was to their costume and there is no way to tell if that is really how they are. And then it hit me, like a train, he was dancing next to me with his green and blue glowsticks and his shades on. He was a little taller than me, normal build, with sandy brownish blonde hair. He was so attractive and he wasn't even dressed up in costume. Well, we noticed each other and started dancing together. Before I knew it, we were dancing so close to each other. The attraction was intense and we ended up dancing together the rest of the night. I will not go into detail of what went on because I'm sure some of you do not want to know about it. He had to leave so I gave him my phone number. Shortly after that I left. I went to Justin's to crash because I didn't want to drive home. That night David, the guy from the club, text messaged me. We taked for a few mins and then went to bed. We talked the next day and found out that we have a lot in common. well, I was really into this guy. I was unaware of anything that was going on around us at the club sat. night because I was really into him. We talked all week. Thursday he called me after I got out of school and told me he was going to come see me. I was surprised because he lives in Maryville and I live in LaFollette. I met him at the Exon by the interstate. He got out and hugged me, looked at me and said he missed me, then kissed me. We took my car to mom's house and then we drove his car up to my place. We hung out and went to eat at the mexican place down town. I will not go into more detail about my night because what happened does not matter. I am so attracted to him. Even now I am so attracted to him. We talked about a lot of stuff and he's not ready for a relationship. I wish he was because I really like him, but I believe I am not ready for one either. I have never been this attracted to anyone before and to tell you the truth, it's very strange. I really hope that things work out, but if they arent meant to happen, then I guess things will be ok.
Vampire_Damieri · Sat Nov 03, 2007 @ 02:33am · 1 Comments |
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well recently a guy from work has gotten interested in me. well i hung out with him one night just to see if it was anything. well, he's ok, but there's an age difference and it's really obvious. i mean he doesn't even know what techno sounds like. i had some in my cd player and he was like what the hell is this. plus from what i've heard he's an alcoholic and i cannot deal with addictions. i'm really getting sick of all the guys that are inerested in me being addicts to something or just not into the things that are important to me. then one of my friends is being so damn emo. it's like i live in tennessee, he lives in wisconson... he is all like i wish you could love me like i love you... i'm like we live in completely different states. i need to be free for a while and if i date anyone they are going to live in the same damn state as me. i'm not doing long distance realtionships anymore. it's bull s**t.
Vampire_Damieri · Sat Oct 27, 2007 @ 09:19am · 1 Comments |
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i've started to have pannic attacks at night when i'm trying to go to bed. i loose a lot of sleep and i don't want to miss school but when i get no sleep i either miss school or i'm so sleepy i can't work. i need to see a dr. i am going to see if i can find one this weekend. my b-day is coming up. i'm going to be fairly busy though. i want the group to get together, i just have to figure out when. might be a few weeks after my b-day but it's all good. as long as we get to hang out. heart
Vampire_Damieri · Thu Sep 06, 2007 @ 05:31pm · 1 Comments |
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yup, that's right, i'm single again. it's ok though, i'm not really upset. i mean it kinda sux, but it's not the end of the world. now i just wish i could go out and do something. i wana go to a club.
Vampire_Damieri · Sat Aug 25, 2007 @ 10:33pm · 1 Comments |
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