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why am i always ignored?

i'm starting to really hate myself.
i should die....

Ah, i'm away living with shannon for the holidays. its so nice. its better than being home 24/7 with my mom >_<. i'll have to come back home on christmas though, prolly wont get any thing i asked for. but at least i'm having a good time during break. the holidays bring out the evil in people, its true.
well my mom's giving away my two doves petie and goldie sad , i cried so much, i've had them ever since i remember, they're so darn cute. i wont get to see them ever again and i love them like family. crying i just wish i could keep them. but my mom's a b***h and also i cant have more than two pets... I LOVE THEM!!! i feel like crying... sad

ah, its christmas time! its both good and bad. i hav to get everyone a gift, and not get to many gift in return... but its all about the love...pfft, right. i better get good gifts from my mom though, since i aint getting birthday presents no more. but when i tell my mom "you better get me some good gifts" she blows up! "i wont get you anything, ever! happy??!!?"...argh.
i never know what anyone wants. i ask them, "what do you want for christmas?" and of course.."i dont know" or "nothing" but if i get them some thing random or nothing they're like "what? i though you cared. boohoo" or they get me something better than what i got them, which makes me fell like blah. and some times i get them something so super and expensive, and i end up with some thing from the dollar store, or nothing at all....thanks guys! some times i just wish i could skip chrismas... but still not go to school. i love not having school. but i know the teachers will try to wreck my lazy time by giving me homework during break. teachers are evil. >_<

any ways.... HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!! domokun heart

hi hi everyone who's reading htis post... no one. well let me introduce myself. my name is mickey and... i'm 14. freshman in highschool. 08!!! lol well i like manga video games anime i love to draw and act and i love animals. i havent been on gaia lately and i just got on and found that i could make a journal... hmm. well anyhoo, if ya wanna be my friend, pm meh. ^_^ and... yeah.