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There are days that go by when I think that I am alone . These are the days when I have no point in life except to die and it is during these times that death tries to meet me with open arms .I have no memory of my childhood it's as if I never had one. I often try to do more then a normal person can and as a result I end up lossing everything I care about and love. The three scars I have on my hand were caused for no reason well I guess thats not true I guess there for each time I've ever completely and totally given up on myself and on everything else in the world. But now I realize that I'm only a man and that there are still a few people who are still right beside me and I'm glad that they are for they help make me who I am and i wouldn't trade that for anything. I realized friends are sometimes more important then any other type of relationship. So I just want to say thank you to all of my friends who have saved my life more times then they'll ever know and that i wouldn't give them up for anything in the world.