Yesterday was the school dance... i had a blast i spent the whole night with my crush!! my friend serina and i looked hot i had a black and red striped shirt w/ zipers w/ a fuzzy black short skirt and nilawns to match the top with a calor to match and my convers to match. serena wore the same matching thing exept insted of red she wore dark morbed purple!!!! I danced with my crush for a bit then he went to go see a friend and as he was walking his glasses were knocked off.... he came back to us and we helped him look with no luck... then he started hanging with one of my friends who was older then us... she knew we went out a couple of times and that i still liked him. he was dancing in between us and at the end of the nigh and i was talking to him she looked at me, smiled and kissed him not even a foot away!!!!!!!! then she lead him away and they stayed behind the schol for a min. to "talk" and bolth came out happy she blew him a kiss goodbye and he blew one back before leaving.... she came up to me smiling like nothing had happened and i wouldn't care. as he drove away he FINNLY looked back into my hurt eyes and a tear emerged from my eye..... she turned and smiled not even caring before walking away.... when my dad went into the store i stayed in the car to cry but i had a knot in my stomic so big it was to hard to cry... so insted i choked out the words to my favorite evenessance song about lies and betrayel!!! (from her fallen album) heart crying heart on my knuckels it now reads HEART BROKE! crying
~Deadly~Innocence~ · Sun Mar 27, 2005 @ 01:35am · 0 Comments |