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You said you want me, to protect me, be there for me, for the good and bad. Except when you took that on you didn't know the responsiblity you took on, the ups are great, the downs are hell..
snickers18 · Thu May 04, 2006 @ 06:11am · 0 Comments |
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snickers18 · Wed Sep 21, 2005 @ 12:07am · 0 Comments |
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I pestered my parents and fianlyl got an awnser....no...I can't live with my friends! I guess I will be depressed a lot for 2more years, so I must stay here...ughhh!!! I am frustrated, they don't care they put on a mask and act like they do care, but I know they don't and its all pwoer/control thing, and that jsut want me here for that reason...
snickers18 · Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 11:19pm · 0 Comments |
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I am happy, oh so happy! when I talk to my heart Robbie/Palinor heart . He makes me feel special, and happy all over and bouncey. Instead of my depressed self that sometimes comes out or tries to take over everything letting the spirits through, or atleast more able to come. and he feels the same way about me and heart luffs heart me sooo much!!!! biggrin biggrin heart
snickers18 · Sun Apr 24, 2005 @ 02:14am · 2 Comments |
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My flakey parents are avioding me and the question, me and my friend, they say we need to discuss it but won't give me the chance to!!! why? why? why must they torture me this way, with doing exactly what I am not allowwed to do, but they are, ebcause they are dictors of the house hold!
snickers18 · Thu Apr 21, 2005 @ 05:34am · 1 Comments |
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What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, some dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love.
snickers18 · Wed Apr 20, 2005 @ 04:53am · 0 Comments |
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oooooooooo!!!! I'm sooo happy I may get to live with my friend, but saddly be far from my heart Robert heart but close to sooooo many more who care, specially since my parents scare me and noting seems good here, but it would jsut be a 'test'
snickers18 · Wed Apr 20, 2005 @ 04:24am · 1 Comments |
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I scream, I shout, I cry, out in pain. Yet you still shun me, ignore me and send me away, is this how you set the curse fo my life? For once I want to be truely happy and healthy, but all that was taken away along with my choices. I now see that behind my facade, my mask I wll always put on for you and only you. Never reaching out only withdrawing from my glass heart shattering to many times, from your cold heart where there is a black hole, but no heart. Withdrawign from life as a whole, its all over for me, and its from you..your choice, your bars, your withstrains that you put on me...
snickers18 · Tue Apr 19, 2005 @ 05:57am · 0 Comments |
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changes, for worse or better? |
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Things are slowly gettng better, but I won't get to happy, because it will most likely start to get dim again and fall rapidly. But I might as well enjoy them while they are good, i suppose, and it feels so good to know that people do actually care, I'm not alone!! biggrin And that they will always be there or someone else, or atleast thats how I feel right noe and hope they will biggrin .
snickers18 · Tue Apr 19, 2005 @ 02:21am · 0 Comments |
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