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3 years and thousands of miles. |
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There is a lot to say about where I've been in the time between when I stopped playing Gaia and now. It would take me days to sit down and tell the whole story to someone.
So I'll give you this instead...
If you want to know more, I got a new MSN addrress.
To my current friends, yes this is newer than the one you were talking to me on a week ago. Message me for it.
-[.Espresso Midnight.]- · Wed Mar 31, 2010 @ 02:32pm · 0 Comments |
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Well kiddos, I am finally moving into a house, after 7 months of being homeless. I'm packing as we speak, and it'll be just a little while until I can get back online and continue to entertain all of you. I'll miss you all dearly, I think, depending on who you are.
Peace.
-[.Espresso Midnight.]- · Sat Jul 01, 2006 @ 12:59pm · 2 Comments |
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I recently sent this to a friend, feel free to read it. |
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My mother is a controlling abusing whore who ******** around and has practically disowned me now that she's divorced my dad. She has refused to prevent 3 attempts on my life despite my begging her.
My brother is a physically abusive insecure b*****d. He's broken my nose, given me several concussions and several times I've been left bleeding, though I've never touched him. He's attempted and nearly killed me 3 times.
My father is a reformed drug abuser. He used to beat me up a bit when I was smaller. He threatend many times to hit me when I was down, those times being when I had concussions or when I was bleeding from my nose into the sink from it being broken.
And finally there's Connor, my 10 year old little brother. He's a good kid, annoying, but good. I really wish we had custody of him so that he'd grow up ina good enviroment.
So you know, the time I broke my nose, it was broken in 5 places and the septum (The piece that runs up the middle) was broken. The doctor rebroke it in 2 places and shaved off part of the septum. It's still out of alignment.
-[.Espresso Midnight.]- · Mon Apr 24, 2006 @ 10:59pm · 1 Comments |
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Well, check this out guys, I've been through hell in one heck of a pretty handbasket.
For some reason, life is just hell, it always has been, and each time I think it's getting better, it gets worse. Through the most recent of my stories, my girlfriend and I have stayed together. Somehow, we managed to spend more than half of our relationship apart and still love eachother and cry everytime we miss one another.
You know what? Even though s**t sucks, this is still by far the best chapter of my life. I don't feel like typing out the whole story, but to anyone that wants to know I believe I have a summary I can copy+paste into a PM.
That's all for now folks!
-[.Espresso Midnight.]- · Fri Mar 24, 2006 @ 05:17pm · 1 Comments |
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I'm too lazy to re-type this, so here is a copy+paste of something I wrote in my xanga about 10 minutes ago.
Well, I got the s**t beat out of me last night. I ended up angering my brother becuase his girlfriend has been lying to him about some things I talked to her about. He came into my room and started punching me in the face and head as hard as he could. I bent over and hugged his waist and said "I love you" over and over while he tried to strangle me and knee me in the face. My mom came to my room and he left, beginning to threaten her, at which point I got up. I pulled a knife out of my sword stand and told him to leave her alone.
Well, my mom was safe and Taylor was calming down, so I headed outside while I could still move. I ended up about 3 miles down the road when my addrenaline finally wore off and I started to throw up. Turns out I had a mild concussion, a few bruised ribs and some sore muscles.
If you people want to know what real love and caring for someone is, listen to this. After I left the house, I called up the very people that got him to kick my a** and begged them to come pick him up, my parents were thinking about caling the cops. As it turned out, they came and got him and called me, telling me thakyou.
So at this point, I have no idea where I am, things are fuzzy and I can see the remenants of my shared ice cream with Liz not to far away. My mom finally found me and took me home, at which point I was told not to go to sleep.
Well, my parents finally decided to put Taylor in therapy, but me along with him. Now, for those of you that know me, I've been begging them to do this for quite some time, even before he broke my nose. So you know what I did? I flat out told my mom to ******** herself, at which point my dad came out and almost socked me one, in the state I was in. I offered him a hit if he really wanted to kill me that bad, and he nearly did, but my mom sent me upstairs. Finally, I'm in my room and I make a decision. I go into my parents room while they're downstairs and grab a bottle of Valarion. I walk back into my room and screw off the top before downing the whole bottle (Valarion is a natural herb to make people sleep). I laid down in the corner of my room with a pillow and passed out for 2 hours. At this point, I have NO ******** idea what's going on, so I clean my room and learn how to tie a tie at 4 in the morning. This continues on until about 9 am where I finally fall back asleep.
Now we come to the present. I finally woke up an hour ago (at 11:30) because my dad comes into my room with a big box of sushi, a drink and 60 dollars. I said ******** it, started eating, called one of the only people that still thinks I'm worth something to see when they're comming over, and decide maybe you guys would like to know about how things in my family work.
Hope you enjoyed this little ecxerpt from my life, I know I did.
-[.Espresso Midnight.]- · Wed Oct 12, 2005 @ 05:10pm · 5 Comments |
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I can't really think of anything to say. I've just been hanging out with my friends and flirting with certain people. It's a pretty good time.
Ohwell. I didn't get to say happy birthday to Duoc because she never got online... So I'll say it here.
Happy Birthday Duoc!
-[.Espresso Midnight.]- · Wed Oct 05, 2005 @ 05:57am · 1 Comments |
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Guess what everyone? I'm back. I'm my old self again. Sorry to say though, I don't think any of you will like me this way.
-[.Espresso Midnight.]- · Fri Sep 23, 2005 @ 09:49am · 6 Comments |
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Sorry guys, I know it's been a while since I last posted anything in here... Anyways.
I've been out SO much lately! In the last 3 weeks, I've only slept in my bed.. 3 or 4 times. Just new friend and all that have kept me out. It's ben good though, I'm happy and active, so what more could I ask for?
Well, I don't really have anything other to report than that, so if you want details and what not, just PM me.
-[.Espresso Midnight.]- · Fri Sep 09, 2005 @ 03:36am · 3 Comments |
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I'm back from Otakon 2005 as of last night! Sorry though, turned out I uninstalled some important components and had to spend this morning fixing my computer, but it's all good now.
Anyways, I had a great time, and a bad time. Some things I liked happend, and one particular thing that I didn't happend.
First off, the bad thing. I met this girl named Lauren along with 3 of her friends. I happend to really like Lauren, and I THINK she liked me, so we hung out. Anyways. we were cuddling and all that, but I had to go with my friend Kyra to smoke a cigarette (I officially quit last Sunday) and when I came back, Lauren was all over my brother! That pissed me off, so I left and went and did my own thing. Yes it hurt, yes it made me feel like s**t, so I was NOT in a good mood. Later, as it turns out, the little slut gave him a blow job.... dear god...
Anyways, now for the good stuff. I met tons of good people and recieved tons of hugs. Along with that, I hugged god and got his autograph (Lanzer)! Also, I won a Red Pimpin' Hat on the prize wheel there, though I have yet to recieve it. After all this though, I met a girl named Denise... thank god for her. I was down, not happy, and she was DAMN cute. We ended up hanging out, kissing a few times for the hell of it, and exchanging numbers. I really like her. Also, I made out with 2 guys! I have a picture on my phone of the first one, but not the second. So yeah, sexy good time all around.
Finally, I got about 2 and a half hours of raving in! It was excellent, my first time dancing or raving, and people liked it! Go me! And thankyou to David for the pre-con demonstration and private instruction, you saved me. Anyways, I'm going to go now. If any of you wants more elaboration on the Con's events, let me know. Also, if you want to see me wearing my new eye-liner, IM me wink
-[.Espresso Midnight.]- · Mon Aug 22, 2005 @ 07:07pm · 5 Comments |
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