I look at you, what are you thinking?
I do not care about the predictable nature of my thoughts
But what else is there to think, when we do not converse
There are some who draw a fine line between friendship and relationship
But I am neither
I am an acquaintance to whom you show no feelings, no notice, no mind
And yet I still long for you
Friend or enemy, either would be more of a comfort
Than no relations at all
Again I wonder, what are you thinking?
For wondering is what I am cursed to do it would seem
My love, no, love is too strong a word
Fascinating is what you are to me
Here but not with me
Your body not your mind is what is clear to me
My clear mind is clouded by you
Still intelligent but dumb for all the longing that I do
Reasons are what my body crave
Reasons for loving, no, wondering about you
My mind in a constant state of revelry and also pain
But so funny it is how the world and even you are oblivious to my torture
An irony, that's what it is, that makes me laugh
Though not out loud, for my unspoken insanity to be brought to truth
Your unknowing, your darkness upon my heart
As my heart is upon your mind
Though intelligent as not to hope
I am also hopeful to wish for your heart
But also patient to wait and look for signs
Signs of maybe a hidden want for my heart on your part
Or maybe not, for there are others that interests me also
Maybe you're a star too far to be reached
But others are closer to my grasps
But alas my heart still longs for you
By: Skida
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It is what ever i feel like typing/writing at any moment at any time. So yea......its really an acount of how bored I can be and what i write during that time of boredom. p.s I can't spell. ^_^;
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