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Well now i know better. People think i have a split personality. Well my cousin is still outside but i think he crashed for today. I dont think its going to be easy for me to explain things to people who are going to see what happened in the forum. and neither will my parents but i guess i might not be able to come on tomorrow. kauai is so...ugh...i cant believe it. he pounded my door again. why did we have to take care of him. it wasnt our faults his parents....never mind why am i blaming him...i have to go my parents are home.

out here in the quiet of the night
beneath the stars and moon
we both know we got something on our minds
we wont admit
but its true
you look at me
i look away
i wanna tell you what i'm feeling but i dont know how to start
i wanna tell you but now i'm afraid that you might break my heart
oh why should anything so easy ever be so hard to do
i wanna tell you what i'm feeling that to say that i love you
i practice all the things that i could say
line by line
every word
i tell myself today could be the day
but everytime i loose my nerve
i look at you
you look away
i wanna tell you what i'm feeling but i dont know how to start
i wanna tell you but now i'm afraid that you might break my heart
oh why should anything so easy ever be so hard to do
i wanna tell you what i'm feeling that to say that i love you
why
why do you turn away
it must be that your afraid like me
((i try)) I try
but i cant pretend that i dont feel for you the way i do
cant you see
i wanna tell you what i'm feeling but i dont know how to start
i wanna tell you but now i'm afraid that you might break my heart
oh why should anything so easy ever be so hard to do
i wanna tell you what i'm feeling that to say that i love you
((echos on))
I love you...

Pick up lines-
With come backs!

1.) Male: Haven't I seen you some place before?
Female: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.

2.) Male: Is this seat empty?
Female: Yes, and mine will be if you sit down.

3.) Male: Your place or mine?
Female: Both. You go to yours and I'll go mine.

4.) Male: So, what do you do for a living.
Female: I'm a female impersonator.

5.) Male: Hey baby, what's your sign?
Female: DO NOT ENTER.

6.) Male: How do you like your eggs in the morning?
Female: Unfertilized.

7.) Male: Your body's like a temple
Female: Sorry, there are no services today.

8.) Male: I would go to the end of the world for you.
Female: But would you please stay there?

9.) Male: If I saw you naked, I'd die happy.
Female: If I saw you naked, I'd die laughing.

Ocean Avenue

Yellowcard

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight

That you're here tonight

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
Be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

Vindicated

Spiderman 2

Dashboard Confessional

Hope, It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
A shine of it, has caught my eye.
It roped me in so...mesmorizing so...hyptnotizing

I am, captivated I am, Vindicated
I am selvish, I am wrong, I am right, I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along, and I am thawed,
but I am cleaning up so well,
I am seeing in me now
The things you swear you saw yourselves...

So clear, like the diamond in your ring.
Cut to mirror your intention.
Oversized and overwhelmed,
The shine of which has caught my eye
It rendered me so, isolated so, modivated.
And I am..certain now that I am...

Vindicated
I am selvish, I am wrong, I am right, I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along, and I am thawed,
but I am cleaning up so well,


I am seeing in me now
The things you swear you saw yourselves...

So tired, of the corners of your lips
Bite them, and feel my fingertips
Trace the moment for forever..
Defense is paper thin, just one touch
and I'll be into, deep now to ever swim
Against the current..so let me slip away

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current.
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away.

Vindicated
I am selvish, I am wrong, I am right, I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along, and I am thawed,
but I am cleaning up so well,
I am seeing in me now
The things you swear you saw yourselves...

My hope dangles on a string.
Like slow spinning redemption

yeah...my friends been having probs lately...and i welcome them...my cousin said...people like releasing there problems on one person so they can solve them for them...she told me i wasnt that person....i am the person people go to to be happy...and have fun.....i cant see that.....my cousin said....everytyme her and jean had a problem i can turn it around and make them laugh...and i can make them happy.....she told me that even though how much i deny it...i can do that...i mean i use my comedy to make people happy...when they smile..i smile..she is rite....but.....wat if they're smile is forced to make me smile.....their laugh is fake for me....do they just pity me...i mean i just got out of a tough cheating relationship for the third time...not the same person....but life...has been easier......out of pain arises healing.....i just noticed how much i love ma family..how much i rely on them...and how much i look at brad and ashley as....my own blood....i mean i didnt knoe how much i care for some of the people....just...them in pain...makes me feel so vulnerable...the problems that ash and brad are in....makes me feel so bad that i responded to late...i could've helped...but then....i had to go break my computer.....and.....i.....could've called...i mean i feel so guilty...cuz so much people relied on me at my own expense...i do watever i can.....i mean...my grey hair isnt exactly disappearing..heh.....and i am only fourteen.....huh.....i dunno....i am still trying to figure out my mistakes.....bout ((name shall not be said))....cuz i know.....he did nutting wrong...i must've did something....but wat?..i just dont know...nemore....my life.....sheese i get lost everytime....