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"Nobody's Home"

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

So i just go back from a dance...fun? hell no i left....don't ask why i hate the reasoning...its just in my mind i thought at first but by the end...it wasn't...i had a dream... sounds stupid....but i was the DJ...everyone loves the DJ cuz he's just like... a king of music...and so i played what i wanted and danced to what i wanted... of course thats not real life... i screwed up... i screwed it all up...

well i'm bored...of course but i'm sick as well and screwed cuz i was supost to go to this improv thing but my coatch never told me what time to go @ so i missed it...plus i was sick...oh well... thats about it for me...

Well Thanks Givings comming up and at the risk of turning my life into one of those crappy cartoons where the litttle kid doesn't know what to be thankful for and learns a valuble lesson in the end...i dunno i don't feel thankful for anything right now.... i mean i must sound like a tard to some people...depressing to others...but i don't feel to damn thankful this year round... (and please don't judge before you comment)

I've been playing so much of FFX right now...just cuz i felt guilty about forget some of the story line and was playing FFX-2 which i needed to brush up on anyways...i got to the best part last night and i got struck in the heart when Tidus (or Evan as i called him) shouted out in pure sorrow "How Could You?....How Could You?! Lulu She's Like A Sister To You!"....man its so sad...i like almost broke down...kinda sad to think of really...

So here i am in religion...stupid catholics...and wondering about life...like normal with people reading over my back it makes you wonder how bad there life is compaired to mine i mean i get to type and they just watch me make spelling mistakes and correct me it kinda really blows...oh well

So Did You Know If you have a journal your more likely to commit suicide? cuz if you put depressing things in it you look back and say "WHY DOES MY LIFE SUCK?" cuz you focus on the negative...human nature...silly really...but oh well...