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Deep conversations results in not being prepared for class? |
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Haha. Yeah. Now I know who my true friends are. I've said that before, but I think I mean it now. High school is a place to mature and find people of your own maturity...so...thanks, you guys. =] I know I'll keep in touch with you guys next year when you're off to college and stuffs.
Wow. College. It's hard to realize it, but it's sooner than we think.
Lelve · Wed Nov 15, 2006 @ 03:38am · 0 Comments |
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I was six years old When my parents ran away I was stuck inside a broken life I couldn't wish away She was beautiful She had everything and more And my escape was hiding out and running for the door
Somebody listen please It used to be so hard being me Living in the shadow Of someone else's dream Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me Living in a nightmare A never-ending sleep But now that I am wide awake My chains are finally free Don't feel sorry for me
All the days collided One less perfect than the next I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best Oh, I love you now 'cause now I realize That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity
So if you're listening There's so much more to me you haven't seen Living in the shadow Of someone else's dream Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me Living in a nightmare A never-ending sleep But now that I am wide awake Then I can finally see Don't feel sorry-
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother Everything's cool now Mother, sister, father, sister, mother Everything's cool now Oh, my life is good I've got more than anyone should Oh, my life is good And the past in the past
I was living in the shadow Of someone else's dream Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me I'm living in a new day I'm living it for me And now that I am wide awake Then I can finally be Don't feel sorry for me Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me(2x)
Living in, living in, living in the shadow Living in, living in, living in a new day
Lelve · Sun Nov 12, 2006 @ 04:21pm · 0 Comments |
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1) smoked 2) consumed alcohol 3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex 4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex 5) made out with someone of the opposite sex 6) made out with someone of the same sex 7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex 8 ) watched porn 9) bought porn 10) done drugs TOTAL: 1
11) taken pain killer 12) taken someone elses prescription medicine 13) lied to your parents 14) lied to a friend 15) snuck out of the house 16) done something illegal 17) cut yourself 18 ) hurt someone 19) wished someone to die 20) seen someone die TOTAL: 3
21) missed curfew 22) stayed out all night 23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself 24) been to a therapist 25) been in rehab 26) dyed your hair 27) recieved a ticket 28 ) been in a wreck 29) been to a club 30) been to a bar TOTAL: 1
31) been to a wild party 32) seen the Mardi Gras 34) had a spring break in Florida 35) sniffed anything 36) wore black nail polish 37) wore arm bands 38 ) wore t-shirts with band names 39) listened to rap 40) own a 50 cent cd TOTAL: 3
41) dressed gothic 42) dressed prep 43) dressed punk 44) dressed grunge 45) stole something 46) been too drunk to remember anything 47) blacked out 48 ) fainted 49) had a crush on your neighbor 50) had someone sneak into your room TOTAL: 1
51) snuck into someone else's room 52) had a crush on someone of the same sex 53) been to a concert 54) dry humped someone 55) been called a slut 56) called someone a slut 57) installed speakers in your car 58 ) broke a mirror 59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house 60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush TOTAL: 2
61) consider ludacris your favorite rapper 62) seen an R rated movie in theaters 63) cruised the mall 64) skipped school 65) had an eating disorder 66) had an injury 67) gone to court 68 ) walked out of a resteraunt without paying 69) caught something on fire 70) lied about your age TOTAL: 6
71) owned an apartment 72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend 73) been cheated on 74) hooked up with someone's boyfriend/girlfriend 75) talked to a stranger 76) hugged a stranger 77) kissed a stranger 78 ) rode in the car with a stranger 79) been sexually harrassed 80) been verbally harrassed 81) got in trouble with the police TOTAL: 5
81) met face to face with someone you met online 82) stayed online for 12 hours straight 83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight 84) watched tv for 12 hours straight 85) been to a fair 86) been called a bad influence 87) cursed 88 ) prank called someone 89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex 90) cheated on a test TOTAL: 3
91) cheated on homework. 92) given/recieved a handjob. 93) been pushed into a pool. 94) played pool. 95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight. 96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you 97) had a crush on someone younger than you 98 ) wear eyeliner 99) skinny dipped 100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt TOTAL: 4
TOTAL: 29
10-20= goodie good 21-30= a little rebelious 31-40= getting hot baby 41-50= rebel 51-60= total bad girl/boy 61-70= b***h/a*****e 71-80= cant believe you made it this far 81-90= ******** bad a** 91-101= see u in hell
Lelve · Sun Oct 01, 2006 @ 05:55am · 1 Comments |
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Finally some Aiden. Yesterday wa sthe dance, and it was pretty cool, but my friends weren't there. =[
You can illustrate your life in romance. But I can show you something so much more than words, in my hands. It's not your best intention now to burn your friends. This is your last night, this is your last chance in my hands.
Die romantic, romantic This is the nightmare we fall asleep. Die romantic, romantic This is the nightmare we die complete. Die romantic, romantic Tonight's the night and it's all we need now, to die romantic.
I sat and watched your heartbeat fade with every breath, i watched your lips turn blue.Your eyes went cold and all, with all the rest. I felt the panic and tried to breathe, is this happening? I've ******** had it, oh God save me please, 'cause I don't think she'll make it through the night.
Die romantic, romantic This is the nightmare we fall asleep. Die romantic, romantic This is the nightmare we die complete. Die romantic, romantic Tonight's the night and it's all we need now, to die romantic. (x2)
Your last words to me "Tonight's the night and redemption is only found in books." Your last words to me "Tonight's the night and redemption was harder than it looks." So take care of what you love and all this stuff are remnants of a life in shattered glass. It's all I have to ask.
I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU!
You can illustrate your death in romance, I can show you something so much more than words in my hands. I felt the dead-end price you pay for everyday This is your last night, Suicide kept tight You're gone tonight.
Die romantic, romantic This is the nightmare we fall asleep. Die romantic, romantic This is the nightmare we die complete. Die romantic, romantic Tonight’s the night and it’s all we need now, to die romantic. (x2)
Die romantic (x6) Tonight...........
Lelve · Sat Sep 30, 2006 @ 07:22pm · 0 Comments |
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Ugh. Self explanitory. I really dislike this one guy's girlfriend just because she mugs me in the halls. She really hates me for no reason at all, looking at me with her huge eyes...it's not cool, man...it's really not cool...I can't wait to tell her off. --and as for her boyfriend, here you go. This is dedicated to you.
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late.
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late.
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over.
How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine.
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up your mind.
Lelve · Fri Sep 29, 2006 @ 02:54am · 0 Comments |
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I like this one line: Turn up the heat, get out of your seat!
xDD
Lelve · Thu Sep 28, 2006 @ 03:36am · 0 Comments |
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LOL. Just had to add this: |
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(7:48:56 PM) mYsTiK T1Ki SeZ: 3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Mold and Mushrooms. SHUT UP.
LIAR! its:
MR. HARIK! (ahhhhhhhh its sooo scary!) (yes, mr. harik is an it) (xD)
Lelve · Fri Sep 22, 2006 @ 03:50am · 0 Comments |
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Ah...I'm feeling so good today...=]
There's a hero If you look inside your heart You don't have to be afraid Of what you are There's an answer If you reach into your soul And the sorrow that you know Will melt away
And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you
It's a long road When you face the world alone No one reaches out a hand For you to hold You can find love If you search within yourself And the emptiness you felt Will disappear
And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you
Lord knows Dreams are hard to follow But don't let anyone Tear them away Hold on There will be tomorrow In time You'll find the way
And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you
Lelve · Fri Sep 22, 2006 @ 03:48am · 0 Comments |
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Hey... I think this is a beautiful song...sums up what I've been feeling recently. D:
Seize the Day - Avenged Sevenfold
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this table we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Trials in life, questions of us existing here Don't wanna die alone without you here Please tell me what we have is real
So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Whooooah So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see I beg don't leave me
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Trials in life, questions of us existing here Don't wanna die alone without you here Please tell me what we have is real
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day) (Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day) I stand here alone Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
Lelve · Thu Sep 14, 2006 @ 05:44am · 1 Comments |
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