It's amazing how quickly things and people can change, and appaling how many signs there are that everybody misses. Like my last entry. Eight days later I planned to run away with one of my best friends, got caught, and ended up in therapy for ten weeks. Funny thing, the therapist told me everyting I was doing (addiction or otherwise) I had more than reason for, and could not ask me to stop. *Giggle*. Well, I thought it was funny.... the girl tried to kill herself and ended up in a whole mess. She's come out the other side stronger though. I got in a fight with a "good friend" that I fight with every year, so Blah. I was reading her posts in her online journal from the beggining to now, and her opinions change awful fast... But "she never really trusted me to begin with". Hah. I've lost only two friends this year. A first. I've gained alot more, so it works. I even lost a friend I had made, so basically nothing ever happend there to begin with. I am better without the three of them, and I refuse to go into detail AGAIN about what happend. I passed all my classes, and will be taking a Very Full Course next year, but I can handle it. Things change so fast and few people take notice because their changing too. I just thought I'd point that out.
Alyss_Liddel · Thu Jun 02, 2005 @ 06:14am · 0 Comments |