Needless to say, I'm still taken. However not by Tyler. This is where things get complicated. I love Tyler, I really do. Not the same way I did and that makes things difficult. And now he refuses to talk to me. I don't know if it's refusing, or maybe he's just not getting on but he won't, and it's over between us. But recently I've met Nathan, who has at least made what's been going on between Tyler and I not so bad. I don't think there is anything going on between us.
Nathan is really a wonderful person. He wonders why I'm so.. "into him" why I want to be with him and why I would choose him over anyone else. He thinks I'm flawless, perfect, amazing, and apparently out of his league. After Tim well... it feels good to know what being out of someone's league feels like. But Nathan is just everything Tim is not, everything I'm not. He's so strong despite how many times he's been hurt. He's trusting and he trusts me, and holding that trust I know I could never hurt him. He makes me feel like I'm worth something, and I have this power to smile and not fake it because he wants me and he has me. I don't know he just makes things wonderful, and I wake up in the morning looking forward to talking to him. It's all just... I'm really happy. For now. But I say that a lot.
SHORT SHXT · Fri Nov 30, 2007 @ 04:15pm · 2 Comments |