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Ok, so I've been gone for (what seems like) a long time from EGNH, and I've decided to update you all now that I am more emotionally stable.
exclaim Disclaimer exclaim For the TL;DR-ers, check out the poll for the gist of it all.
Sorry about that one conversation Song sweatdrop I really didn't want to talk about it then, and I don't want to talk about most of the stuff that's been going on even now, but I'm willing to skim over things now, whereas before it was too painful to even do that.
So, the poll kind of says most of it, but I'll go in a little deeper now.
I got promoted: Not much more money, much more responsibility. Was: A regular barista. Now: Lead barista. Ha--I count the drawers during my shift and whenever anything goes wrong, it's my head. My boss is kind of a jerk and whenever he's in a bad mood, now I'm one of the ones he takes it out on. Yay.
I was hurt again: Most of you know the back story. This is one I don't want to talk about, especially with those who are apt to say "I told you so" (and you know who you are).
My BEST friends won't speak to me: A girl [K] I used to be friends with in HS (Kind of...we "hung out" occasionally and were in the same friend group, but we weren't close) and I reconnected and became friends. I introduced her to my sister and my other "sister". K got mad at me, told my sisters stories about me that were untrue, and instead of coming to me and asking me if they were true, they believed her. Well, there's a big long story and I just realized I don't really want to talk about this, either. The point: My two sisters aren't speaking to me. Or rather, I'm not speaking to them. I miss them. A lot.
Got new friends: Mainly due to the fact that my best friends(sisters) and I aren't speaking, and I don't like to be alone for long periods of time.
Has no roommate now? My roommate (/best friend, Saryn) decided to move out. Even still, I don't know why. She kept talking and talking but she wasn't saying anything. I went to work on Sunday, got home, and started watching TV. She came home, and told me that she was moving out and that all of her family (parents, sister's fiance, her cousin) were on their way to help her move out. That day. She said she tried to tell me several times, but that is simply not true. She never tried to call. She never told me she had to say anything important except for one message on my white board the night before I had to work at 5:30 Sunday. I am very mad, especially because I have no idea why. Our lease is up August, so I don't know why she didn't just stay til then, especially seeing as she is still paying the bills.
New nephew: My step-brother, Matthew, got yet another girlfriend pregnant, and they're expecting a baby boy to be born late August. I'm happy about it, I guess, but I'm not that close to Melissa. I love my nephew Ethen so much, that I'm afraid I wont be able to love this one as much. I have a niece, also, but I don't know. I love babies in general but my stepbrother and I have had such a tense relationship that I feel wary and exhausted by all the changes. I don't like change.
Got a PUPPY!When Saryn moved out (a week ago) I realized that I absolutely hate living by myself. I was lonely, depressed, and I didn't really feel comfortable being in my apartment all by myself all the time. I wanted to get my dream dog, a Weimaraner, but they're just not a practical dog to have in an apartment. They have a lot of energy (would need to be constantly walked) and have huge separation anxiety. As a part-time worker and a full-time student, it wouldn't be fair to it. However, I found a puppy in a pet store while going with my mom to find a dog for HER and I fell in love with her INSTANTLY <3
I have to pay my mom back $60 every two weeks until she's paid back which will hurt a little, but she's already made my life 509304958 times better, despite the little potty accident she had today, and the fact that she freaks out whenever I try to leave her alone.
Meet Cupcake:
She's a Shinese, which is one of those new "designer dogs". The whole idea of designer dogs I hate, but this little dog I love heart She's a mix between a pekingese and a shih-tzu. The funny thing about this whole situation is that I detest both pekingeses AND shih-tzus. I think they're both gross and weird looking. Cupcake looks nothing like them so far, haha.
She gets along great with my cat, thankfully and loves to cuddle heart
Here are more pictures b/c I can't help myself.
Her first bath (she hated it):
She stepped in her own poop though, so it was necessary. mad
Her and my cat right after they were playing:
Her cuddling with her Elephant, Choo:
My step dad and mom named the Elephant. They wanted me to name HER Choo (b/c of her breed...Choo the Shinese) but I compromised with the Elephant.
My cat is lurking like a creeper in the background rofl
I haven't quit Gaia at all, but the guild was so slow-moving that I've been spending my time here.
It's a fun waste of time, imo.
Anyway, that's all for me. I hear the butter pecan ice cream I bought last night calling my name, and I can't resist the siren call any longer gonk
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