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 Posted: Sun Sep 11, 2011 5:47 pm
I spent about an hour thinking of the best way to do it that wouldn't damage too many organs so that they could be harvested for donation.
Then I thought about my boyfriend and how ******** up he'd be, and my dad and how ******** up he'd be. I thought, "my Daddy doesn't need another reason to cry on 9/11" so I didn't do it.
Have you ever been on the edge of offing yourself and then some thought stopped you? What was it?
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Posted: Mon Sep 12, 2011 12:25 pm
Eaker Squeaker I spent about an hour thinking of the best way to do it that wouldn't damage too many organs so that they could be harvested for donation. Then I thought about my boyfriend and how ******** up he'd be, and my dad and how ******** up he'd be. I thought, "my Daddy doesn't need another reason to cry on 9/11" so I didn't do it. Have you ever been on the edge of offing yourself and then some thought stopped you? What was it? I've been where you are plenty of times. As I'm about to to it, i see a bright light and a flash of all the people who love me and I stop.
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Whisper the Lightbringer Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2011 9:10 pm
That happens to me quite a bit more than I like having to admit to. When I get to the breaking point, and I'm actually thinking of HOW to do it, when to, etc, its always thinking about my boyfriend and my children that stops me. They would have nobody without me, so no matter how much I hurt, no matter how much I want the pain to stop, I keep fighting for their sake.
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