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 Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2013 3:07 pm
Something I have not truly felt for what must be almost a year now. All there has been is sorrow, rage, and more it seems everywhere I step, chaos and discord follow me. I have put myself in darkness for a few months now. I lost someone I loved, they abandoned me because of new ideals, and my spirit has been crushed ever since, granted only with a month or two of real happiness. I will add more to this as questions are asked
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Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2013 4:44 pm
It's something many of us are missing in our lives. But there is something that I always tell people that are hurting. The only thing worse than suffering, is suffering ALONE. Coming here is a step away from that lonely feeling, and a step toward knowing that these feelings are something many others experience. It takes a great deal of courage to say it in public, and I am glad that you found that courage in yourself.
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Whisper the Lightbringer Captain
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2013 7:46 am
I almost Cried myself to sleep last night. Everytime I think of him, I get pulled back to when we were together, then I remember the devastation, the emotional loneliness I have felt for so long... I saw him yesterday, and my frien I was with had the good sense to get me to look away. Whenever I see him, I always have this hope that maybe he'll come back, and things can be right again, a hope that always gets crushed by reality. I try to spread my wings and move on, but... No matter how hard I try, I remain grounded... I my emotional instability is a result of being left because 'it was wrong'. i miss you... I've been in so much agonizing pain, why can't you see the full extent of what you've put me through... I still love you...
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Posted: Thu Feb 28, 2013 3:30 am
Lucien God of Chaos I almost Cried myself to sleep last night. Everytime I think of him, I get pulled back to when we were together, then I remember the devastation, the emotional loneliness I have felt for so long... I saw him yesterday, and my frien I was with had the good sense to get me to look away. Whenever I see him, I always have this hope that maybe he'll come back, and things can be right again, a hope that always gets crushed by reality. I try to spread my wings and move on, but... No matter how hard I try, I remain grounded... I my emotional instability is a result of being left because 'it was wrong'. i miss you... I've been in so much agonizing pain, why can't you see the full extent of what you've put me through... I still love you...The pain of being left alone by someone you love, I get that... Everybody have and will know exactly how this feels... I am with someone that I believe that can last for such a long time but what I had to go through.. my brain says something different.. But do try to go out and have fun with your friends, Its possible to find someone that will gladly take his place.
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Posted: Sun Mar 03, 2013 7:41 pm
WHY CAN'T I LET GO?!?!?!? No matter how hard I try, HE always returns to my thoughts, my memories of my time with him haunt me I just want to forget! I want to forget so this hurt can stop... So I can move on... and maybe, just maybe... Find it in myself to find love again...
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