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 Posted: Fri Nov 01, 2013 9:58 pm
Ⓑⓔⓒⓐⓤⓢⓔ ⓘⓣ'ⓢ ⓜⓞⓡⓔ ⓣⓖⓐⓝ ⓙⓤⓢⓣ ⓐ ⓢⓣⓐⓣⓔⓜⓔⓝⓣ...
♥ I can't see to act like myself around most people. Instead, I'm closed off and quiet instead of bubbly and energetic like the 'real' me. But people don't exactly see that and I somehow think that their opinion won't be improved any even if I do act in a completely genuine manner. The first thing I'm changing is my appearance, then I'll hopefully change the way I act so that I show who I really am on the inside. At least then I won't care because it's real and not 'faked'. ♥
♥The first step was to dye my hair the desirable color- finished. (Needs to be redone) The next step will happen very soon and that would be for me getting the hime bangs. They will be thin and about chin length for now. I may go shorter with them, but for now I'm testing the waters with this. Then... We'll see what happens. I'm really hoping that I can somehow find a way to dress up in lolita-style clothing, but I'm not sure how that's going to work. ♥
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 2:14 am
Way to go you! I hope you enjoy your new look!
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 9:20 am
Hikishi Masashi Way to go you! I hope you enjoy your new look! Thanks!
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 9:23 am
Hikishi Masashi Way to go you! I hope you enjoy your new look! Thanks!
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 10:59 am
ShiningStar KiraKira Ⓑⓔⓒⓐⓤⓢⓔ ⓘⓣ'ⓢ ⓜⓞⓡⓔ ⓣⓖⓐⓝ ⓙⓤⓢⓣ ⓐ ⓢⓣⓐⓣⓔⓜⓔⓝⓣ...♥ I can't see to act like myself around most people. Instead, I'm closed off and quiet instead of bubbly and energetic like the 'real' me. But people don't exactly see that and I somehow think that their opinion won't be improved any even if I do act in a completely genuine manner. The first thing I'm changing is my appearance, then I'll hopefully change the way I act so that I show who I really am on the inside. At least then I won't care because it's real and not 'faked'. ♥ ♥The first step was to dye my hair the desirable color- finished. (Needs to be redone) The next step will happen very soon and that would be for me getting the hime bangs. They will be thin and about chin length for now. I may go shorter with them, but for now I'm testing the waters with this. Then... We'll see what happens. I'm really hoping that I can somehow find a way to dress up in lolita-style clothing, but I'm not sure how that's going to work. ♥ Good luck sweetie! Overall the most important thing is that you are happy with what you're doing and bleep errybody else. I know that's easier said than done but in the long run it's all that matters, your opinion in the only one that actually matters. So if you are happy and love your new direction you're going in then don't change what you're gonna do if someone tells you it doesn't suit you or something. I kinda did the same thing as you. A lot of people when I first meet them don't see the 'real' me 1. I am a shy person. 2. I also think people should have to work to be able to know the real me so I can then determine if they will be good friends to me or not. I started with dying my hair- literally. and then from there I tried to be a little more 'me' with people who had similar tastes as I did. && sooner or later I found myself in a decent little group where I could be myself around these people. It's a tough journey, I won't lie, but you can do it. I hope you'll be happy with yourself. heart
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 6:43 pm
PunkyHeart_Vampire ShiningStar KiraKira Ⓑⓔⓒⓐⓤⓢⓔ ⓘⓣ'ⓢ ⓜⓞⓡⓔ ⓣⓖⓐⓝ ⓙⓤⓢⓣ ⓐ ⓢⓣⓐⓣⓔⓜⓔⓝⓣ...♥ I can't see to act like myself around most people. Instead, I'm closed off and quiet instead of bubbly and energetic like the 'real' me. But people don't exactly see that and I somehow think that their opinion won't be improved any even if I do act in a completely genuine manner. The first thing I'm changing is my appearance, then I'll hopefully change the way I act so that I show who I really am on the inside. At least then I won't care because it's real and not 'faked'. ♥ ♥The first step was to dye my hair the desirable color- finished. (Needs to be redone) The next step will happen very soon and that would be for me getting the hime bangs. They will be thin and about chin length for now. I may go shorter with them, but for now I'm testing the waters with this. Then... We'll see what happens. I'm really hoping that I can somehow find a way to dress up in lolita-style clothing, but I'm not sure how that's going to work. ♥ Good luck sweetie! Overall the most important thing is that you are happy with what you're doing and bleep errybody else. I know that's easier said than done but in the long run it's all that matters, your opinion in the only one that actually matters. So if you are happy and love your new direction you're going in then don't change what you're gonna do if someone tells you it doesn't suit you or something. I kinda did the same thing as you. A lot of people when I first meet them don't see the 'real' me 1. I am a shy person. 2. I also think people should have to work to be able to know the real me so I can then determine if they will be good friends to me or not. I started with dying my hair- literally. and then from there I tried to be a little more 'me' with people who had similar tastes as I did. && sooner or later I found myself in a decent little group where I could be myself around these people. It's a tough journey, I won't lie, but you can do it. I hope you'll be happy with yourself. heart Thanks! I'll keep trying! Maybe one day I'll learn how to just make the dresses and stuff myself so I don't have to worry about the costs. Then there's the other pieces I needed to wear with them that I probably can't make. gonk one day... Even if I'm almost 30 crying
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 7:08 pm
ShiningStar KiraKira PunkyHeart_Vampire ShiningStar KiraKira Ⓑⓔⓒⓐⓤⓢⓔ ⓘⓣ'ⓢ ⓜⓞⓡⓔ ⓣⓖⓐⓝ ⓙⓤⓢⓣ ⓐ ⓢⓣⓐⓣⓔⓜⓔⓝⓣ...♥ I can't see to act like myself around most people. Instead, I'm closed off and quiet instead of bubbly and energetic like the 'real' me. But people don't exactly see that and I somehow think that their opinion won't be improved any even if I do act in a completely genuine manner. The first thing I'm changing is my appearance, then I'll hopefully change the way I act so that I show who I really am on the inside. At least then I won't care because it's real and not 'faked'. ♥ ♥The first step was to dye my hair the desirable color- finished. (Needs to be redone) The next step will happen very soon and that would be for me getting the hime bangs. They will be thin and about chin length for now. I may go shorter with them, but for now I'm testing the waters with this. Then... We'll see what happens. I'm really hoping that I can somehow find a way to dress up in lolita-style clothing, but I'm not sure how that's going to work. ♥ Good luck sweetie! Overall the most important thing is that you are happy with what you're doing and bleep errybody else. I know that's easier said than done but in the long run it's all that matters, your opinion in the only one that actually matters. So if you are happy and love your new direction you're going in then don't change what you're gonna do if someone tells you it doesn't suit you or something. I kinda did the same thing as you. A lot of people when I first meet them don't see the 'real' me 1. I am a shy person. 2. I also think people should have to work to be able to know the real me so I can then determine if they will be good friends to me or not. I started with dying my hair- literally. and then from there I tried to be a little more 'me' with people who had similar tastes as I did. && sooner or later I found myself in a decent little group where I could be myself around these people. It's a tough journey, I won't lie, but you can do it. I hope you'll be happy with yourself. heart Thanks! I'll keep trying! Maybe one day I'll learn how to just make the dresses and stuff myself so I don't have to worry about the costs. Then there's the other pieces I needed to wear with them that I probably can't make. gonk one day... Even if I'm almost 30 crying Hmm well.. maybe for christmas one year you can ask for a lolita dress xD That's sort of what I did.
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 7:18 pm
PunkyHeart_Vampire Hmm well.. maybe for christmas one year you can ask for a lolita dress xD That's sort of what I did. I don't think I'm gonna get it. I mean, my mom does know about the clothing and my love for it. I just doubt her or any of my other family would actually pay that much for me. I even show her pics of dresses I like and she thinks they're cute like I do. The only problem is the price and the possible quality. sweatdrop I really want to have a closet if this stuff and I have wanted this for a few years now just like my hime bangs that I'm going to get and my red hair. It's ironic how the things I want most are the things I hold out on the longest. It took 5 years to dye my hair red and 2 or three to get the guts to do the hime bangs and about that long to start showing interest in lolita.
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 7:20 pm
ShiningStar KiraKira PunkyHeart_Vampire Hmm well.. maybe for christmas one year you can ask for a lolita dress xD That's sort of what I did. I don't think I'm gonna get it. I mean, my mom does know about the clothing and my love for it. I just doubt her or any of my other family would actually pay that much for me. I even show her pics of dresses I like and she thinks they're cute like I do. The only problem is the price and the possible quality. sweatdrop I really want to have a closet if this stuff and I have wanted this for a few years now just like my hime bangs that I'm going to get and my red hair. It's ironic how the things I want most are the things I hold out on the longest. It took 5 years to dye my hair red and 2 or three to get the guts to do the hime bangs and about that long to start showing interest in lolita. Well I know a few sites that have decent prices and wonderful quality && such if you're ever interested in looking into it more, dearie.
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 7:51 pm
PunkyHeart_Vampire Well I know a few sites that have decent prices and wonderful quality && such if you're ever interested in looking into it more, dearie. I'm always interested! It's like the best style ever! whee I just posted my 'cosplay'... I never finished the wig, oh well. It's only a headshot, sadly enough... I got complements, which was great. Here it isI refer to it as 'Ero Lolita' there... You'll see why...
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 8:00 pm
ShiningStar KiraKira PunkyHeart_Vampire Well I know a few sites that have decent prices and wonderful quality && such if you're ever interested in looking into it more, dearie. I'm always interested! It's like the best style ever! whee I just posted my 'cosplay'... I never finished the wig, oh well. It's only a headshot, sadly enough... I got complements, which was great. Here it isI refer to it as 'Ero Lolita' there... You'll see why... is a good site. http://www.milanoo.com/Buy-Lolita-Specials-c634 There are also many shops on ebay.
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 8:28 pm
PunkyHeart_Vampire ShiningStar KiraKira PunkyHeart_Vampire Well I know a few sites that have decent prices and wonderful quality && such if you're ever interested in looking into it more, dearie. I'm always interested! It's like the best style ever! whee I just posted my 'cosplay'... I never finished the wig, oh well. It's only a headshot, sadly enough... I got complements, which was great. Here it isI refer to it as 'Ero Lolita' there... You'll see why... is a good site. http://www.milanoo.com/Buy-Lolita-Specials-c634 There are also many shops on ebay. Sweet! I've seen the first one before
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 8:34 pm
ShiningStar KiraKira PunkyHeart_Vampire ShiningStar KiraKira PunkyHeart_Vampire Well I know a few sites that have decent prices and wonderful quality && such if you're ever interested in looking into it more, dearie. I'm always interested! It's like the best style ever! whee I just posted my 'cosplay'... I never finished the wig, oh well. It's only a headshot, sadly enough... I got complements, which was great. Here it isI refer to it as 'Ero Lolita' there... You'll see why... is a good site. http://www.milanoo.com/Buy-Lolita-Specials-c634 There are also many shops on ebay. Sweet! I've seen the first one before Yeah they're pretty popular. that's the site I got my first sorta lolita dress from. Gothic lolita..
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 8:51 pm
PunkyHeart_Vampire ShiningStar KiraKira PunkyHeart_Vampire ShiningStar KiraKira PunkyHeart_Vampire Well I know a few sites that have decent prices and wonderful quality && such if you're ever interested in looking into it more, dearie. I'm always interested! It's like the best style ever! whee I just posted my 'cosplay'... I never finished the wig, oh well. It's only a headshot, sadly enough... I got complements, which was great. Here it isI refer to it as 'Ero Lolita' there... You'll see why... is a good site. http://www.milanoo.com/Buy-Lolita-Specials-c634 There are also many shops on ebay. Sweet! I've seen the first one before Yeah they're pretty popular. that's the site I got my first sorta lolita dress from. Gothic lolita.. Awesome! I find it interesting how the more we talk, the more we have in common...
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Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 8:53 pm
ShiningStar KiraKira PunkyHeart_Vampire ShiningStar KiraKira PunkyHeart_Vampire ShiningStar KiraKira PunkyHeart_Vampire Well I know a few sites that have decent prices and wonderful quality && such if you're ever interested in looking into it more, dearie. I'm always interested! It's like the best style ever! whee I just posted my 'cosplay'... I never finished the wig, oh well. It's only a headshot, sadly enough... I got complements, which was great. Here it isI refer to it as 'Ero Lolita' there... You'll see why... is a good site. http://www.milanoo.com/Buy-Lolita-Specials-c634 There are also many shops on ebay. Sweet! I've seen the first one before Yeah they're pretty popular. that's the site I got my first sorta lolita dress from. Gothic lolita.. Awesome! I find it interesting how the more we talk, the more we have in common... x3 it is quite interesting. I don't know a lot of females who have the same interests as I and can get along with me. I don't know what it is either. Just 67% of other females I've tried talking to end up not liking me so xD there goes that.
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