firebreather1324
depression just never seems to leave me. When something good happens my body rejects it. I just got a job and I start tomorrow and my body is making it self sick. I know I'm scared to get a job because of something that happened years ago with a guy. My anxiety wants me to do something to make me end up in the hospital. I don't know whats wrong with me.
Have you attempted to seek help from professionals? Not to pressure it - I would just like to know or possibly make a point out of it. Therapy can go a long way, get those anxieties under a form of control and talking to someone is always nice.