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 Posted: Fri Jul 22, 2005 6:22 pm
i'm not a cuttter anymore, but i was.
i have not been through 99% of the pain i say i have been through.
i'm a spoiled brat looking for attention.
i make it so that i can suffer.
i am a monster.
That is what I am and i have grown to accept that it's a stupid waste of time to take the "pain" out on yourself. So now i will grow up.
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Posted: Fri Jul 22, 2005 7:49 pm
Thanks for admitting that you've lied, but I don't think you're a monster. You should just come clean to everyone you've lied to, everywhere you can. Incidentally, does this mean that you lied about the hallucinations you experienced in the thread you made titled " The spoon's telling me to jump but the napkin said to hide?" If so, I'd be relieved because, as I said, hallucinations can be caused by life-threatening things and I hope they're not happening to you!
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Posted: Fri Jul 22, 2005 10:08 pm
We all stretch the truth sometimes. And sometimes we flat-out lie. It's part of our minds that says we have to one-up the next person. It's all part of the never-ending cycle that is competition in the human being.
But, you're not a monster. A monster wouldn't have come clean and would've kept lying to everyone. Thus, you are not a monster.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2005 8:57 am
[Kudzu] If so, I'd be relieved because, as I said, hallucinations can be caused by life-threatening things and I hope they're not happening to you! That and they really suck. Thank you for telling us that you exaggerated stuff. You're not a monster. Monsters don't say sorry. razz I'm really happy that you stopped cutting yourself.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2005 10:45 am
[Kudzu] Thanks for admitting that you've lied, but I don't think you're a monster. You should just come clean to everyone you've lied to, everywhere you can. Incidentally, does this mean that you lied about the hallucinations you experienced in the thread you made titled " The spoon's telling me to jump but the napkin said to hide?" If so, I'd be relieved because, as I said, hallucinations can be caused by life-threatening things and I hope they're not happening to you! no i didn't there is a line i will not cross but i went to the doctor and i had an examination he said it was lack of sleep and since i'm an insomniac he gave me some pills things have been better since then.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2005 12:49 pm
Vianette no i didn't there is a line i will not cross but i went to the doctor and i had an examination he said it was lack of sleep and since i'm an insomniac he gave me some pills things have been better since then. *whew* Good news! Sleep is a good thing.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2005 6:08 pm
Yes sleep is good but i feel like i'm not in control anymore. Like the pills are controling me
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2005 8:51 pm
Vianette Yes sleep is good but i feel like i'm not in control anymore. Like the pills are controling me
Please do not think you are a spoiled brat and that it was all for attention. I went through that phase for a while and it was the most unpleasant thing I've ever experience. It is not your fault.
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Intellectual Elocutionist
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Posted: Sat Jul 30, 2005 6:45 am
Vianette Yes sleep is good but i feel like i'm not in control anymore. Like the pills are controling me *hug* Hopefully you'll get better soon and you won't need them for long. I really do think pills are a good thing if you started hallucinating. Sleep deprivation really messes with your brain. You'll probably think clearer now, too. Some weird stuff happens to me when I don't sleep, so I'm not completely talking about things I don't understand.
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Posted: Sat Jul 30, 2005 2:34 pm
I used to be like that. I thought something was really wrong with me and I exagerated my symtoms. Then I realized a lot of it was in my head... or rather my mothers. She told me something was wrong with me so many times I'd begun to believe it.
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Posted: Sat Jul 30, 2005 11:01 pm
You're not a monster. I hope you feel better for owning up to cutting for attention...
When I used to cut it wasn't for attention, and no one knew. Heh. It was my secert...just like so many other things. Damn. I think I'm seriously ******** up, though. There's so much that no one knows about. It sucks.
That's all.
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