Question Proposed to Me
Well let's see.... I was given something to think about.I am thinking about it.I really am.I was to think about Staying with my boyfriend.As in being with him for life.I said to him no question asked.That's dead given.I want to be with him forever.I would give anything to be with him now.That's not something you ask of me.I'm not giving it a second thought.
Hmm... do you think I should give it another thought? I don't know.I don't think I should.A women's intuition is always right.First thoughts are always,usually,correct. I wanna be with him but then why do I feel like I shouldn't want that? Am I being selfish? Am I wrong to want to be with him? What is love? I mean I love him but then I feel he doesn't want me too. Am I too attached to him? Should I be attached? What am I supposed to do?
I love him with all my heart but I do end up jealous sometimes.I'm jealous of the girls he talks to online.I mean because if he talks to girls online then the girls could fall in love with him and want him as their boyfriends.I don't want him to leave me for one of those girls.I am as well jealous of the girls he talks to in school because he could fall in love with one of them.I don't want him to leave me for one of them.I would be so heart broken.
Am I too attached? Am I too possessive? Am I too jealous? I mean I can't be with him right now.We live far apart.I am loyal to him.I haven't cheated or tried to flirt with any guys.I would never want anyone but him.What am I doing wrong in our relationship that would make him want to not be with me?
I want to know.I just can't live without him in my life.If we break up I will have to give back the stuffed penguins he gave me, give back the cds he let me borrow, and I may end up killing myself.I don't have the best of luck with guys.I want to be with him so much.I love him so much.I want to marry him.
The only problem that I see is that I can't make him happy when he's sad.I always thought that if someone in the relationship was sad or upset the other one was sad or upset with them but as well tried to make them happy.Am I wrong? Please someone tell what I am doing wrong here.I'm at a loss of advice o myself.Please someone help me.
Fallynfromgrace · Fri May 18, 2007 @ 02:20am · 0 Comments |