So...Most of what follows is regrettably random. Want to read it? Follow the linkie! Don't want to read it? GET THE HELL OUT OF MY JOURNAL!
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Sorry for that outburst. It just seems sometimes that people get the best of me. Might be cause I've had weird dreams as of late (If I bothered to explain them, it'd make your mind go "Huh?" wink , insomnia, extreme boredom and no luck getting a damn job. Makes me...Mad? Upset? All of the above? Maybe. Maybe it's the fact that I am too chicken to go two miles away and see the guy I like...and happen to be reading his favorite Stephen King book that smells like him (Madison County Library's copy of Dreamcatcher, FYI).
And I feel like an idiot.
Rather simple, yes I know. Simple to get over? No. See, I'm afraid of being hurt (refer back two journal entries if you must). And I KNOW that I'll end up hurt(not really) or preggers (possibility of that- I say 89%) or just...I dunno. Happy? So... While I can see myself marrying him (wouldn't that be fun? Mom told me one time she wanted me to marry him cause he has curly hair xP) and being happy having our kids run around (and apparently so would he..He's just a tad bit more interested in making them...)
Umm...
Boogie (Doodle) is doing fine. Eating food (rice cereal and bananas...Those bananas actually don't tast half bad once you get them in your mouth, and neither does the cereal) , watching Baby Einstein (I actually like them a lot...Keep me interested. Band kids should watch them cause they(the videos) are ADD enough for the kids to actually watch), and starting to talk. And is fourteen pounds. He has reflux problems, but that's normal in a premie. Umm... He's cuter than ever. And he thinks I am like a goddess or something. Makes my day everytime he looks at me and smiles or mimicks me. Don't let him being only five months fool you: he's smarter than a whip.
College.
BAD.
College. BAD.
Get it?
Umm..
Books. Books are good. Stephen King books are AWESOME! I some how or another haven't read his classic books like Carrie, Cujo, Pet Cemetary (any of those), Christine.. A few others. Finally read Dolores Claiborne and The Green Mile. Both are good. I just need the last two of the dark tower to read and the last three to finish my collection..
Umm..
I swear that some people that I used to be very close with (*coughcoughEddieZeroKaicoughcough*) hate me now.. And I don't have an earthly clue why. Umm...
Yeah. That should be enough.</div>
 InnocentDreamer · Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 03:06am · 3 Comments |
