As the summer starts to get in full gear and the time til school and new things come closer, I find myself thinking of the fall. Football games and classes (Today I got my official "Welcome to The Honor's Program at Brenau" Letter..I knew from the moment I had read my scholarship that I was gonna be in it..) and missing my old friends makes me think of some things.
I realized today that while I miss everyone, it's kinda pointless to come back. Not that it's gonna stop me. But it's senseless to hold on to the love and feelings I have for someone still in school that has questionable feelings for me at best.
I guess I'm getting used to being alone..
More on this later, methinks. <span id="test11028137">. . .</span><br/><div id="post11028137" style="display:none; margin-right:75px;">
Later
So..I need to elaborate to Mr. Anderson.
Haha! Matrix!
Anyways, it's more of since the last bad relationship I've been in kinda..broke something in me. Made me realize something and broke others. I mean, it broke me of the need for a guy to cling to emotionally. It also made me realize that I was in love with someone else. And now, I think I've given up on storybook romance.
It's a hard world and things like that can't live, can it? I'm starting to wonder if romance is actually a real thing.
A little later than later
Silly Mr. Anderson. I always get the last word. I'm Inno!!</div>
InnocentDreamer · Fri Jun 15, 2007 @ 02:59am · 1 Comments |