October 15, 2004
I feel like I'm inSANE. I haven't been doing anything right. I have destroyed my relationships with all of those around me. My mother hates me, my father thinks I'll never amount to anything because I'm just that dumb, my sister belives the same. Have I done something to betray them all? Only they understand me. One is my love, the other is my brother. It isn't fair that I hardly see one and I have to wait a while to see the other. I did do something dumb though, I cut my arm and not just once...I did it again and again and again. The pain felt good and I wonder if my parents will ever notice the cuts. They're still fresh but they haven't said anything to me about it. I guess they really don't care.
Madam_Silky13 · Sat Oct 16, 2004 @ 12:22am · 0 Comments |