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Well i am still very upset and hurt as i now know that i will be lonely and single for the rest of my life and will never walk down the aisle with the one i love as he doesnt love me crying

Well my team rules they thrashed the wabbits 48 - 14 so now the Mighty Sea Eagles sits on 12 points all by them selves at the top of the NRL ladder biggrin mwahha.

Well i go on tueday to the hospital eek i hate hospitals but yeah should be interesting i have to be there early to early LOL.

I just want to go out and start buying things for the baby i think that will be exciting i am looking forward to it but i am getting scared of the actual labour and i only want 1 person in their with me and i want the gas nothing else.

I dont know what the future holds for me except i did want more then 1 kid but i dont think i will get that chance as i wanted to have more kids with the guy i love oh well i will survive crying

At the moment i have been very emotional i just been cryong and all i want is cuddles i dont know whats wrong with me oh well anyway thats all for now to later cya all