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Well i had my booking on tuesday for the anteanatal clinic it was alright i guess i hate hospitals so really not my type of scene. The midwife i had she was very old she 67 but very nice and and she still watched Home and Away LOL. Then on my way home from the hospital she rings me and tells me that i still need to have another blood test due to the doctor before that dodnt do everyone Great i hate needles as well.

I am started to get more excited and nervous about the little baby inside of me. I am hoping i will be a good mum and do everything right i am a bit scared i wont do things right. I wish i could be with the father of my baby forever but i guess at least we will be friends forever even though i want more razz . I am hoping that i will be a good mum i want to be one of the bests mum in the world smile .

As i said i am scared i will be hoping i am doing everything right i dont want to take any of the drugs either i just want to have my baby and leave the hospital with my little bundle of joy. Still 6 months to go smile

Um what else well i am going to be doing a tafe course that will let me look after kids etc it goes for 18 weeks and is at a tafe near me which will be good but i am going to ask if i can try and finish a bit earlier then 18 weeks due to me being pregnant cause it starts the 18th July and i will be pushing it otherwise just in case the baby decides to come early hope they are ok with that.

I cant wait till i can start buying stuff once find out whether its a boy or girl i have 6 weeks before i find out what it is Oh my gonna be longest 6 weeks of my life LOL.

I am a bit scared at the moment long story wont go into detail. Have had a bit of stress lately but normally know when i stress i just try and think of my baby and that normally brings a smile to my face well i think thats all for now till next time bye