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Oye. I miss my old life. I wish that love wasn't so complicated.

Oh, and Max, you'd better read this: The play is tomorrow night at 6. Be there, or be square. x3

I love you illegally. xD

Anyway..

I think my boyfriend is cheating on me. He stood me up Friday, blew me off Saturday for his old girlfriend, and today, he hasn't called me like he promised. I'm a little heartbroken.. I can't break up with him though..

I.. I'm such a horribly desperate girl. I'm so ashamed.

I.. don't want Max or Jason anymore. It hurts too bad. Jason understands, but I don't think Max does.

I don't think Max understands that whenever he talks about other people, it hurts, so bad..

I just wish he knew that everytime he fell in love, and I cheered him on, on the inside, I was crying. I was crying because I wanted him to love me as much as I love him.

But that's impossible. No one will ever know or feel as much love as I have for him.

Jason.. I'm so glad you understand.. Just so you know, I feel the same way for you... Believe it or not!

And thank you Jon, for understanding me too. I'm just.. so grateful. ^_^ It means alot to me, having friends to help me out with love. And so far, it's only been you and Jason...

Max could help.. but he's... too... scientific for love.. I hope you understand one day, Max. I really do.

-Nicole